我要的男人

找一個會在錢包里放你照片的男人
把手機主題設置為你們合照的男人
敢讓你在身上咬下印記的男人
敢在狀態博客寫你的男人
敢讓你知道他一切的男人

睡醒了也不吵醒你
即使他的手臂酸了
逛街時會為你提包包
即使你的包包很花俏
就算在你任性說分手的時候
也不會抛下你
會緊緊擁抱你　不讓你走
敢對你一生負責任
並且好好對你

有這樣的男人嗎?
你…… 找到了嗎?

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我爱的，不需要拥有这一切，
我要的不是一百分的男人
因为我自己也不是一百分阿
我要一个我爱的男人
不管他几笨几傻，
只要可以跟你爱的人在一起
还是幸福的
一个简单的问候也可以很窝心
让我微笑的，是想起我们在一起的时候
让我哭泣的，是想到我们分开的种种原因

我未来的对象
我要信主的，可以教会我东西的，会玩音乐的
最希望那个人是你...
=)

im OUT

recently....im quite happy with my life
past few days, i feel so in love
coz i loved by Gemini and my fren ABBY
on MCN oso, i gt to talk to my best fren YIN
im quite glad bout my life

but right now
IM ANGRY
coz, tomoro 24/10/2011
me n azalia suppose to register TPM gym
i planned 1 month keep fit plan
but azalia called and say she not joining
so i called Cheetah, he says he still at hometown driving and sound so fun there
im dulan n disappointed....no body go gym wit me d
den i called Gemini, tot he can say sumtin to comfort me
but he just say "oh, den i find u after my class"
"..........."
"u bathed d not?!"
"NO!"
y im so dulan? coz im so angry n u sumore talk to me like im ur student o sumtin
im not those reach home straight go bathe TYPE
i will go facebook, do some light exercise, do my own stuff den oni bathe
SORRY IF U STILL DUNO BOUT ME
n sumore sms scold me!!!
GOOD!!!!!!!
i just feel like tat call is wasting my credit to hear sumtin i don lik it
i just hang up the call like tat, if u don like just leave it

wat in my mind is, i wan to go somewhere alone
the reason is...
i rather go somewhere no body know me n i feel lonely
better than if i stay here and i tot i gt frens who loved me but actually don
n still feel lonely around my frens...
how sad is tat.....

finish my emo story....
going to remove my soft mask den go sleep
nitez human!

Sept + Oct

phew...sept is over
so much things happened tis month
i had so much fun with friends around

30 sept - 3 Oct
Negeri Sembilan Raja Alias - Homestay
learn a lot of things there and had fun with my foster family
Mak cik, Pak Cik, Hakim, will nvr 4gt u all!

6 Oct - 7 Oct
JB + Singapore Universal Studio
another trip which really fun!
spent more time with my close friend~ love it!
photos r taken n memory will always keep in my mind

back to reality...
13 Oct
someone so sad today
after my practice straight go to her house and talk
v dint help much
but at least show that we are here with u
u r not alone

14 Oct Church Cell Group Bible Quiz
im the song leader
i din do well
but i tried my best
overcome my fear
and tat will nt b a problem for me next time
[hopefully thr's next time]
hahahaha...my acting reli *PRO*
xD

15 Oct went Beuty Expo
bought a lot of skin care and masks
and help my dai sou n yin bought some eye mask
girls really love shopping
and tat's the reason girls can earn money easily and girl's money also can be earn easily
hahaha....

17 Oct
"i 1 2 4 6 2 9"
who can understand it? hhahaha
is our gathering again
tis is actually part 2
a good beginning of a story
wish they can be together forever ^^
ABBY is POKER QUEEN!

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this morning had a fight with someone i loved
again, he insult my religion again and pissed me off
went to watch descent 1 and descent part 2
feel better after tat
n thanks to Gemini comforted me
i go online and thought wan to start my assignment
den he called, to apologize
in my mind is "sure u wan ask me sumtin bout assignment la"
but he really just called to apologize, im like 'oh, ok!'
but i know some where inside his mind
he is just using me
he duno wat is love
i believe this is wat he thinking
he looking for someone who can understand him
i bet the one who understand him only God!
and God, pls prove tat he is wrong bout the definition of LOVE!
coz God is LOVE!
hallelujah ~