劳，
因为你好赌 所以我们不能再一起了
不管我多爱你 我们在一起是多么的开心
是你一手灰了这一切
今天妈妈煲了薏米
想到了 我第一次煲薏米水 就是为了你
因为你我学会了很多 很多的第一次
第一次煮饭给你吃
第一次煲汤
第一次煲凉水给你喝
学吃猪肠
学吃马铃薯
学吃臭豆腐
学吃很多菜
这一年来是你陪我度过的每一天
习惯了睡前听听你的声音
习惯了每个早上打电话把你吵醒
[而且还要用充满活力的声音打给你，我要你也精神开心的起身]
Jeremy很乖，都会陪我
Mary有坏蛋吗？你有陪她聊天吗？又告诉她，我很想她吗?
Melody在车上，每天陪我上班，陪我下班，塞车也是她陪我
Jackie有陪你吗？他会帮你在你开车的时候提醒你小心，帮你顾车，所以你要多多疼他
Jacob已经被冷落了，因为你不喜欢他...
还有很多很多属于我们的东西
希望一切如常，
因为我对你的爱没有变过
希望你也一样
希望，你也一样想我
love u...
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Sunday, May 5, 2013
First 2013 post
It has been really long time
i have wonderful time in the past 5 months
because i have u in my life
bring me everywhere i wanna go
accompany me in most of the time
yes, sometime we fight sometime we argue
sometime we act like a kid
but yet, u make me believe u r the one i wan to spend the rest of my life with
0505
today is the GE13
my first ever contribution to Malaysia and i wish for a change this year
because, i believe 1990's babies can change the world
we are in between the 80's and 90's
we are the first and last for most of the thing
i leave it all to God to bless my lovely Malaysia
im getting 23 this year
after celebrated my best friends' birthday
(Mayi and Wan Yin)
i feel that life totally different with my past 22 years
i duno y, i feel lik having my own family
my own house
my own corner
also wana adopt a puppy
live my own life
you are suppose to b in the plan
but i guess i have to go on with the plan myself
since u have ur plan as well
i never give up loving u
maybe 0505 is really a time to change
me is not me anymore
stop being childish
had wat u wan, leave it and be strong !
Too bad my first 2013 post is such emo post
i have controlled myself for several times
but for this time, im gonna post it
then i will move on!
stay tune!
i have wonderful time in the past 5 months
because i have u in my life
bring me everywhere i wanna go
accompany me in most of the time
yes, sometime we fight sometime we argue
sometime we act like a kid
but yet, u make me believe u r the one i wan to spend the rest of my life with
0505
today is the GE13
my first ever contribution to Malaysia and i wish for a change this year
because, i believe 1990's babies can change the world
we are in between the 80's and 90's
we are the first and last for most of the thing
i leave it all to God to bless my lovely Malaysia
im getting 23 this year
after celebrated my best friends' birthday
(Mayi and Wan Yin)
i feel that life totally different with my past 22 years
i duno y, i feel lik having my own family
my own house
my own corner
also wana adopt a puppy
live my own life
you are suppose to b in the plan
but i guess i have to go on with the plan myself
since u have ur plan as well
i never give up loving u
maybe 0505 is really a time to change
me is not me anymore
stop being childish
had wat u wan, leave it and be strong !
Too bad my first 2013 post is such emo post
i have controlled myself for several times
but for this time, im gonna post it
then i will move on!
stay tune!
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Degree Holder
Today i have this weird feeling and thoughts
i wonder wat to do with my cert and my future?
im joining a sales job soon and this is totally nt my interest
yesterday, i was talking bout advertisement in malaysia with Kinkin
v both noticed that i was so excited when it comes to advertising.
i used to tell ppl after grad i wanna join advertising agent
either b creating advertisement or doing something related to ad
but somehow, i ended up with sales bcoz of MONEY
he asked me, will i still chase for my interest after joining sales job
i said lets see hows my sales
if im doing good, den i will continue,
just gain some sales experience first
no one can help u to gain experience
no one can decide ur future
u make ur own future and decision
u go our own path
wat so proud bout holding a degree cert
does anyone care?
companies wanna know ur experience and ur skill
this is reality
so, tell myself WAKE UP!
u decide where to go and where u ended up
May God bless me and thank you for all the guidance.
Amen.
i wonder wat to do with my cert and my future?
im joining a sales job soon and this is totally nt my interest
yesterday, i was talking bout advertisement in malaysia with Kinkin
v both noticed that i was so excited when it comes to advertising.
i used to tell ppl after grad i wanna join advertising agent
either b creating advertisement or doing something related to ad
but somehow, i ended up with sales bcoz of MONEY
he asked me, will i still chase for my interest after joining sales job
i said lets see hows my sales
if im doing good, den i will continue,
just gain some sales experience first
no one can help u to gain experience
no one can decide ur future
u make ur own future and decision
u go our own path
wat so proud bout holding a degree cert
does anyone care?
companies wanna know ur experience and ur skill
this is reality
so, tell myself WAKE UP!
u decide where to go and where u ended up
May God bless me and thank you for all the guidance.
Amen.
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Before the end of November
这一篇 我是为了谢谢一个人而写的
这个人 是一个脾气比我还要臭 不会听人家讲 大男人 烂赌 烂烧 烂喝 不浪漫 不细心 没有耐心 优点也不多的 一个男生 =)
做工起来很忙就很少理我
跟朋友一起的时候就不会爹我
可是他是会发完脾气后打电话来哄回我
跟我在一起的时候就好象货将爹我
很爱看靓女可是对我专一
这个就是我的理想男生
他有一个32岁的身体
却有一个3岁的活泼
谢谢他 带我去吃我想吃的东西
McDonald, Korean烤肉，糖水， 千层糕，还有很多很多
在我生病的时候煲粥给我吃
忙上忙下的照顾我
他为我做的一切一切 我都很珍惜
我知道这一切不是理所当然的
对我好不是他应该做的
我夺去了很多很多他的时间
来换成我们之间的回忆，
来建立我们的感情
谢谢你 =)
This saturday is my convo!
All the money and time spent, is nt a waste
it worth something and this is all we are waiting for!
See u guys/gals there!!!
Make sure u ready to take tons of photos!!! =)
doing mask now, skin - make sure u r in the best condition!
yoooohooooo~~
这个人 是一个脾气比我还要臭 不会听人家讲 大男人 烂赌 烂烧 烂喝 不浪漫 不细心 没有耐心 优点也不多的 一个男生 =)
做工起来很忙就很少理我
跟朋友一起的时候就不会爹我
可是他是会发完脾气后打电话来哄回我
跟我在一起的时候就好象货将爹我
很爱看靓女可是对我专一
这个就是我的理想男生
他有一个32岁的身体
却有一个3岁的活泼
谢谢他 带我去吃我想吃的东西
McDonald, Korean烤肉，糖水， 千层糕，还有很多很多
在我生病的时候煲粥给我吃
忙上忙下的照顾我
他为我做的一切一切 我都很珍惜
我知道这一切不是理所当然的
对我好不是他应该做的
我夺去了很多很多他的时间
来换成我们之间的回忆，
来建立我们的感情
谢谢你 =)
This saturday is my convo!
All the money and time spent, is nt a waste
it worth something and this is all we are waiting for!
See u guys/gals there!!!
Make sure u ready to take tons of photos!!! =)
doing mask now, skin - make sure u r in the best condition!
yoooohooooo~~
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
November 2012
Long time never update my blog d...
the only reason is, Im lazy
but i prefer to say no time for it =D
Since i've submitted my resign letter,
i feel more relaxing on work
and i really like my colleagues!
They are so nice and funny =)
but most of us are leaving...
the only reason is, Im lazy
but i prefer to say no time for it =D
Since i've submitted my resign letter,
i feel more relaxing on work
and i really like my colleagues!
They are so nice and funny =)
but most of us are leaving...
Monday, October 15, 2012
Working Life
This is my 4th month working in World Comm
and today i have submitted my Resign Letter 0,o
well, so far HSBC has offered me as General Processing which need to speak cantonese and mandarin
Salary is only RM100 more than current job but the location is Cyber Jaya = Damn far
it is not worth but, no choice, i dn wn stay here to read newspaper
so Sorry to my boss n I duno wat should I say when he call me to his room! TT
Now, im waiting IBM to call n i wan go or the group discussion
hope they will take me n offer me higher salary n i could find frens carpool to go work! =D
God bless and wish everything goes well~ haha
and today i have submitted my Resign Letter 0,o
well, so far HSBC has offered me as General Processing which need to speak cantonese and mandarin
Salary is only RM100 more than current job but the location is Cyber Jaya = Damn far
it is not worth but, no choice, i dn wn stay here to read newspaper
so Sorry to my boss n I duno wat should I say when he call me to his room! TT
Now, im waiting IBM to call n i wan go or the group discussion
hope they will take me n offer me higher salary n i could find frens carpool to go work! =D
God bless and wish everything goes well~ haha
Saturday, September 29, 2012
My past; My heart's stories
Few days ago...
im having a hard time
i've been experienced a lot
but it is still painful
especially when the one said some crucial word to me
this is not the first time
but honestly, how to fix tis heart?
i've been trying to hide it and pretend lik nothing happen
but tis is not the solution
tis is not me
sorry for being so "childish" if u think i am
everyone has their past,
stop saying u understand my feeling, u dont
i've thinking of givin up tis relationship for times
but failed,
i miss touching ur face, look into ur eyes and say "i love u"
things seems change
ppl change...
who knows wat happen in 2013 July?
im stil going Taiwan with them?
is 2012 dec end of the world?
no body know wat might happen
but i know, right now, my broken heart
make me so so down n couldn't find a solution
quit my job is the solution?
or it is not bout my working time anymore?
u say u nvr change,
all guys said the same! LOL! but they actually did!
stop lying to me when i already know the truth
stop make fun in front of me when im damn serious bout our relationship!
stop ur fucking childish act wen im having a heartache time!
got it?!
Monday, September 24, 2012
My 22nd Birthday - The Pil
23 September 2012
Happy Belated Birthday to myself
hey, sexy lady~ u enjoy ur birthday so much huh?
let's start my story^^
22 September 2012
i hang out wit all my lovely college frens after work
in the office was reli reli busy,
so wen i came out frm toilet, someone pressed the doorbell
a lady holding a bouquet o.O
i was so surprise n excited, my first time receiving a bouquet weii!
(but a bit disappointed wen i know he used to bought one for my fren too)
after work, William (my driver) came n fetch me wit my old fren (fer haru)
after all the misunderstanding v headed a place tat i would like to go
Happy Belated Birthday to myself
hey, sexy lady~ u enjoy ur birthday so much huh?
let's start my story^^
22 September 2012
i hang out wit all my lovely college frens after work
in the office was reli reli busy,
so wen i came out frm toilet, someone pressed the doorbell
a lady holding a bouquet o.O
i was so surprise n excited, my first time receiving a bouquet weii!
(but a bit disappointed wen i know he used to bought one for my fren too)
after work, William (my driver) came n fetch me wit my old fren (fer haru)
after all the misunderstanding v headed a place tat i would like to go
Ficelle Boulangerie Patisserie
im so surprise tat they actually organized it there
after a lunch with bunch of frenssss
v had second round at a cake shop
awesome cakes as dessert~ yummy!!!!
after tat, v planned to have dinner at (Snowy beer) 2008 Snow located near pantai cheras hospital, behind the may bank
some of them couldn't find the place again
(I wonder y all the places v organized is hard to be found)
the dinner is reli nice and thanks to some 'talkactive' fella tat make it lively and fun
Thanks for the cake at last from RT Pastry
is't only me? but the cake is REAL NICE!!!
love it so much!!!
last round, is chosen by mayi, ICB opposite leisuremall)
is a very good place for non-smokers to drink!
they hv non smokin drinkin area and v ordered 2 towers paid by me n my bii^^
v even count down from 2359-0000 (23 Sept 2012)
thank u so much everyone of u,
Wan Yin Mayi Fer Haru
William Anson Nyny Boon Kiat Cheetah Chee Leong Kenny
on 23 September 2012
i noticed my leg allergic (since ytd) is getting worst
applied some cream n took a medicine n heading to church
(thank u my boy for following us to church tis week)
after the service i was damn sleepy coz of the medicine
i nvr know it was tis strong til i get frustrated n even scream at my boy in front of my brother
so sorry for tat!!==lll
v went kinkin ban mee for lunch den took a nap before heading dessert shop
had some dessert den my boy sent me to sis's house
family dinner time! all nice food n cost RM200++
omg!!!! daddy even bought me a birthday cake!
he called me to ask which one i like~
wat a nice dad!!! im so touch!!!
i love my family damn much!
after dinner go to my sis house again to cut the cake
on the way bac home im dead again bcoz of the medicine
the whole day i've been dying
(other plan i force myself to keep awake, else i will shut down automatically)
thanks to the medicine on my birthday TT (#%*@%^$*@%@)
thank u for everything once again!
i reli love u all! muacks~~~
ps: my bii bought me a Fossil watch, bronze colour! DAMN LOVE IT!
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Birthday Countdown
Hi people, Hi Blog
weird rite wen i actually talking to blog? LOL
i've started my workin life for 3rd months
the best thing of being a Media Monitoring Executive is
1- u gt ur gaji
2- u know everything on newspaper
3- will nt meet traffic jam
the bad thing bout tis job is
1-u need to wake up damn early (530am)
2- saturday need to work until 12pm
i guess, the only bad thing could cover all the goods for a youngster like me TT
back to my life,
so far so good, day by day, everyday repeat the same thing
after work (330pm) go home take a nap, dinner
sometime meet my boy for awhile
around 10+ is time for bed
time is never enough, not enough for my family or my boy neither
coz he is busy working, after his work basically is almost the time im off to bed
so, weekdays we hardly spend time tgt
wen v had wonderful time tgt, the next time im gonna b like a zombie
(nt enough sleep)
last time, i only drink teh wen i hv headache (nt enough sleep will cause headache)
but lately, i take 1 teh per day
imagine how tired my body is
weekend, is the only day i able to rest
only if he go bac hometown
if he is at KL, i will meet him for sure
Sunday-is Church day & family day
therefore, none of the day i can really sleep late or sleep tight
i miss HOLIDAY so much
in this 3 mths, thr r few holidays lik raya merdeka n hari msia
but, i will b either working o holiday wit my boy
(im sure some of u must b jealous =p)
honestly, this job doesnt suit me,
or maybe i hvt gt use to it yet
coz i dn reli talk much in the office
only wen im in super hyper mood
basically, i talk a lot wen i reach home o wen i gt to meet my frens
sorry for bein too talkactive wen i meet u guys,
according to a research, a women speaks 16000 words per day
i guess i collected a lot xD wakakakaka
i miss college life so damn much...
really~ so much!!!
recently colleague bought movies for us, i've watched a lot of movies during and after working hour
life is fragile, i always hv tis feelin tat sumtin bad gonna happen
btw, i just sign the organ donation, i wish someone can benefit tho i died
is't negative thinkin? or maybe v can say,
it makes me appreciate wat i have~
tat's all for today,
finally i hv the little time to blog
to express myself
to update my life to those who cares bout me
and, thank u for reading it
by: Asther Tan (my working name ^^)
weird rite wen i actually talking to blog? LOL
i've started my workin life for 3rd months
the best thing of being a Media Monitoring Executive is
1- u gt ur gaji
2- u know everything on newspaper
3- will nt meet traffic jam
the bad thing bout tis job is
1-u need to wake up damn early (530am)
2- saturday need to work until 12pm
i guess, the only bad thing could cover all the goods for a youngster like me TT
back to my life,
so far so good, day by day, everyday repeat the same thing
after work (330pm) go home take a nap, dinner
sometime meet my boy for awhile
around 10+ is time for bed
time is never enough, not enough for my family or my boy neither
coz he is busy working, after his work basically is almost the time im off to bed
so, weekdays we hardly spend time tgt
wen v had wonderful time tgt, the next time im gonna b like a zombie
(nt enough sleep)
last time, i only drink teh wen i hv headache (nt enough sleep will cause headache)
but lately, i take 1 teh per day
imagine how tired my body is
weekend, is the only day i able to rest
only if he go bac hometown
if he is at KL, i will meet him for sure
Sunday-is Church day & family day
therefore, none of the day i can really sleep late or sleep tight
i miss HOLIDAY so much
in this 3 mths, thr r few holidays lik raya merdeka n hari msia
but, i will b either working o holiday wit my boy
(im sure some of u must b jealous =p)
honestly, this job doesnt suit me,
or maybe i hvt gt use to it yet
coz i dn reli talk much in the office
only wen im in super hyper mood
basically, i talk a lot wen i reach home o wen i gt to meet my frens
sorry for bein too talkactive wen i meet u guys,
according to a research, a women speaks 16000 words per day
i guess i collected a lot xD wakakakaka
i miss college life so damn much...
really~ so much!!!
recently colleague bought movies for us, i've watched a lot of movies during and after working hour
life is fragile, i always hv tis feelin tat sumtin bad gonna happen
btw, i just sign the organ donation, i wish someone can benefit tho i died
is't negative thinkin? or maybe v can say,
it makes me appreciate wat i have~
tat's all for today,
finally i hv the little time to blog
to express myself
to update my life to those who cares bout me
and, thank u for reading it
by: Asther Tan (my working name ^^)
Monday, July 30, 2012
End of July
after sometime, im bac to blog again...
Blog, used to be a place to hide my feeling
used to be a place to express my feeling
used to be a place I share about my college...studies...friends...
but now, im no longer a small girl, no longer a degree student...
i've completed my study...gt my result which is average around B
no more exams, no more assignments, no more attend classes, no more classmates
is totally a new life for me....[WORKING LIFE]
now i feel how adults felt...
v need vacation, v miss natural...which i duno how to appreciate b4
grrrr...i miss bukit bukit....beach....waterfall....everything
especially, Azalia, my fren....everything around me reminds me of our memories
whr v used to go, whr we've been, wat v did...the way v walk from car park to class
i miss coll life so damn much
===============================================
besides wat i miss so much
i've met the best guy i've ever met so far...
he is cute, caring, mature, someone i can rely on him
yet, he is hot temper just like me, notty lik a child sometime, selfish sometime
but, no one is perfect rite?
he will always b my mr.R!
================================================
recently im watching a drama "i need romance 2012"
very nice drama, is korean drama
bout the couple tgt for long long time n after broke up
she started a new life but the guy seems lik hidin somethin
somethin they said which is so true
这些事情我已经不是第一次做了
他应该也不是第一次
他应该也会想起之前的回忆
爱情故事就是这样的重叠着
but for me, i will try not to do wat i used to do wit other guys to the current bf
past is past...i wan create new memory for us...
i wan our memory replace my old memories...
coz, im in love wit the current US!
Blog, used to be a place to hide my feeling
used to be a place to express my feeling
used to be a place I share about my college...studies...friends...
but now, im no longer a small girl, no longer a degree student...
i've completed my study...gt my result which is average around B
no more exams, no more assignments, no more attend classes, no more classmates
is totally a new life for me....[WORKING LIFE]
now i feel how adults felt...
v need vacation, v miss natural...which i duno how to appreciate b4
grrrr...i miss bukit bukit....beach....waterfall....everything
especially, Azalia, my fren....everything around me reminds me of our memories
whr v used to go, whr we've been, wat v did...the way v walk from car park to class
i miss coll life so damn much
===============================================
besides wat i miss so much
i've met the best guy i've ever met so far...
he is cute, caring, mature, someone i can rely on him
yet, he is hot temper just like me, notty lik a child sometime, selfish sometime
but, no one is perfect rite?
he will always b my mr.R!
================================================
recently im watching a drama "i need romance 2012"
very nice drama, is korean drama
bout the couple tgt for long long time n after broke up
she started a new life but the guy seems lik hidin somethin
somethin they said which is so true
这些事情我已经不是第一次做了
他应该也不是第一次
他应该也会想起之前的回忆
爱情故事就是这样的重叠着
but for me, i will try not to do wat i used to do wit other guys to the current bf
past is past...i wan create new memory for us...
i wan our memory replace my old memories...
coz, im in love wit the current US!
Friday, July 6, 2012
如果你有想过我的感受
世界上没有两全其美的方法
当你想要拥有平衡的生活
你就要牺牲与付出
一个礼拜你就喝酒了四天
从你第一次说你去喝酒我就没有说过"'不"
不敢发你脾气
所以多担心多不开心都不会阻止你去
我要的就是你的坦白
你愿意为我付出一点点时间
我很快就会被哄到了
有时候为了让双方好下台
也会想办法让我自己好受点，你也可以做你要的事情
爱情与自由，很难供存
我，不需要自由
因为我比任何人怕寂寞
对我来说，爱情就好像commitment
要有责任，照顾对方，爱着对方
我对感情很认真，也放很多心思,effort
我知道，
真正你委屈，你是说不出口的
如果真的委屈
你讲出来有用吗？
你讲出来是要人同情而已？还是要人知道你有几好？
所以，我都在学习忍耐
只是不喜欢在我流泪的时候
你不是搽我眼泪那个，是让我留泪那个
是你的就是你的-这句话真的可以增加我对我们感情的信任
哭过就好了
22岁了，还是那么爱哭
出世到现在，妈妈就说我爱哭
长大了，不要哭啦
当你想要拥有平衡的生活
你就要牺牲与付出
一个礼拜你就喝酒了四天
从你第一次说你去喝酒我就没有说过"'不"
不敢发你脾气
所以多担心多不开心都不会阻止你去
我要的就是你的坦白
你愿意为我付出一点点时间
我很快就会被哄到了
有时候为了让双方好下台
也会想办法让我自己好受点，你也可以做你要的事情
爱情与自由，很难供存
我，不需要自由
因为我比任何人怕寂寞
对我来说，爱情就好像commitment
要有责任，照顾对方，爱着对方
我对感情很认真，也放很多心思,effort
我知道，
真正你委屈，你是说不出口的
如果真的委屈
你讲出来有用吗？
你讲出来是要人同情而已？还是要人知道你有几好？
所以，我都在学习忍耐
只是不喜欢在我流泪的时候
你不是搽我眼泪那个，是让我留泪那个
是你的就是你的-这句话真的可以增加我对我们感情的信任
哭过就好了
22岁了，还是那么爱哭
出世到现在，妈妈就说我爱哭
长大了，不要哭啦
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Turning Point in my life
Hi, people
i've just started my holiday for....2 weeks?
spent my time with my bii go travel, i went hiking, movies, shopping, drinking
thank u all the friends around tat make my holiday so wonderful...
my working life begin next monday
another turning point in my life
enter the society
learn new stuff, new people, new environment,
no APIIT no classmates no cafeteria no aliah cafe
God bless my first career in my life...
thank u bii for making me so strong
not relying u tat much
u forced me to go with my frens more
u forced me to not get angry easily
[just because im afraid of losing u]
thank u for ur empty promises tat breaks my heart
so i can learn to be stronger
thank u for making me cry
so i learn to wipe my tears and put a smile on my face even my heart has broken
thank u for not caring me, so i can take care of myself
thank u for bein so cruel to me
thank u for the memories...i mean the good one
i've just started my holiday for....2 weeks?
spent my time with my bii go travel, i went hiking, movies, shopping, drinking
thank u all the friends around tat make my holiday so wonderful...
my working life begin next monday
another turning point in my life
enter the society
learn new stuff, new people, new environment,
no APIIT no classmates no cafeteria no aliah cafe
God bless my first career in my life...
thank u bii for making me so strong
not relying u tat much
u forced me to go with my frens more
u forced me to not get angry easily
[just because im afraid of losing u]
thank u for ur empty promises tat breaks my heart
so i can learn to be stronger
thank u for making me cry
so i learn to wipe my tears and put a smile on my face even my heart has broken
thank u for not caring me, so i can take care of myself
thank u for bein so cruel to me
thank u for the memories...i mean the good one
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Who i used to be
i used to be get jealous easily
but right now, im gonna say
"if it is urs, it always urs, if it is not, den it will nvr be, no matter how hard u hv tried."
so...let it be, questioning doest prove anything
if he meant to lie to u, den u will gt the answer u wish to know
but it is actually not the truth
even if he tell u the truth, same goes to the ending of the story
so, if it is urs, it will always b urs
as long as u have tried ur best to keep tis relationship
and effort u put in this relationship
well, i feel tat im much more mature to talk bout tis right now
thanks to I.C. i guess... =)
i grow up from where i fall and learnt from those mistakes
good luck to myself...
*one more paper*
but right now, im gonna say
"if it is urs, it always urs, if it is not, den it will nvr be, no matter how hard u hv tried."
so...let it be, questioning doest prove anything
if he meant to lie to u, den u will gt the answer u wish to know
but it is actually not the truth
even if he tell u the truth, same goes to the ending of the story
so, if it is urs, it will always b urs
as long as u have tried ur best to keep tis relationship
and effort u put in this relationship
well, i feel tat im much more mature to talk bout tis right now
thanks to I.C. i guess... =)
i grow up from where i fall and learnt from those mistakes
good luck to myself...
*one more paper*
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Suffocating
After exam, i feel like having a date
just someone who can bring me for nice food
maybe Melaka or KL
i wanna eat nice dessert, nice egg tart, nice chinese food
I've planned to go jogging every morning after my exam
make sure i gt enuf exercise that i missed for the past few months!
I will live my life on my way!
not for u, not for others,but for Myself, My Lord!
I duno how many times i have mentioned im gonna b strong
yet, im stil too weak and too naive
i wish, after i finish my degree
i can reli b a brand new me!
I me myself!
just someone who can bring me for nice food
maybe Melaka or KL
i wanna eat nice dessert, nice egg tart, nice chinese food
I've planned to go jogging every morning after my exam
make sure i gt enuf exercise that i missed for the past few months!
I will live my life on my way!
not for u, not for others,but for Myself, My Lord!
I duno how many times i have mentioned im gonna b strong
yet, im stil too weak and too naive
i wish, after i finish my degree
i can reli b a brand new me!
I me myself!
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Hi, Blog
May coming to the end...
my degree gonna finish soon...
next week is my exam....
tis friday last assignment submission
recently, i cry easily...
one of the reason bcoz im leavin university
everything i used to hv in the past 4yrs
coming to END
my frens, wat i used to do, whr i used to go
everything gonna hv a big changes soon...
also my love life,
it is so different with others
i hv to admit im hot temper, get angry easily
but, now, i HAVE to control everything
i hv to hide my feelings from him
so....life is changing...
may God bless me and lead me on HIS way...
my degree gonna finish soon...
next week is my exam....
tis friday last assignment submission
recently, i cry easily...
one of the reason bcoz im leavin university
everything i used to hv in the past 4yrs
coming to END
my frens, wat i used to do, whr i used to go
everything gonna hv a big changes soon...
also my love life,
it is so different with others
i hv to admit im hot temper, get angry easily
but, now, i HAVE to control everything
i hv to hide my feelings from him
so....life is changing...
may God bless me and lead me on HIS way...
Saturday, May 5, 2012
新的想法
原来每个人都是-个体
我们有属于自己的空间，自己的时间，自己的思想
过去，我总是想要掌控一个人的全部
我想要拥有，我觉得我自己懂得如何掌握
原来都不是，
不同的人有不同的思想
现在我在学习相信
相信一个人，让自己多一份安全感，多一点信心
这功课不容易，10年来都习惯这样的想法
现在努力学习改变
很希望这次的改变可以让这段感情变得更坚固一些
我真的很怕很怕失去
我要如何做个坚强的女生？
我们有属于自己的空间，自己的时间，自己的思想
过去，我总是想要掌控一个人的全部
我想要拥有，我觉得我自己懂得如何掌握
原来都不是，
不同的人有不同的思想
现在我在学习相信
相信一个人，让自己多一份安全感，多一点信心
这功课不容易，10年来都习惯这样的想法
现在努力学习改变
很希望这次的改变可以让这段感情变得更坚固一些
我真的很怕很怕失去
我要如何做个坚强的女生？
Friday, April 27, 2012
这样的一个人
我从没想过你会是这样一个人
原来我说的每样事情
你有去注意有在听
i care because u care
说不出的开心和惊喜
有时候我的举止
反映了你是怎样对我
你给到我安全感
我就可以给你自由
因为你的冷漠
所以我害怕
可能我很笨
打算再一次相信一个人了
因为你不一样
原来我说的每样事情
你有去注意有在听
i care because u care
说不出的开心和惊喜
有时候我的举止
反映了你是怎样对我
你给到我安全感
我就可以给你自由
因为你的冷漠
所以我害怕
可能我很笨
打算再一次相信一个人了
因为你不一样
Monday, April 23, 2012
*2012* Who would knows
2012
Today, 23.4.2012
many things could happen
who would knows i will fall so deep in love with a guy
who would knows he will dumped me with tat reason
who would knows im getting in a complicated relationship right after i broke up
who would knows i fall sick so badly which never happen to me
[usually i will fall sick once a year and it will recover within few days not weeks]
who would knows final year could be so tough yet memorable
[when rushing for fyp *stress* yet fighting hard with classmates *memorable*]
who would knows my foot get fungal infections
who would knows my foot did not recover for almost 1month and getting serious
[which i duno wat infection is tat]
who would knows anything could just happen....
who knows....
Today, 23.4.2012
many things could happen
who would knows i will fall so deep in love with a guy
who would knows he will dumped me with tat reason
who would knows im getting in a complicated relationship right after i broke up
who would knows i fall sick so badly which never happen to me
[usually i will fall sick once a year and it will recover within few days not weeks]
who would knows final year could be so tough yet memorable
[when rushing for fyp *stress* yet fighting hard with classmates *memorable*]
who would knows my foot get fungal infections
who would knows my foot did not recover for almost 1month and getting serious
[which i duno wat infection is tat]
who would knows anything could just happen....
who knows....
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Degree Life
having tis thought for few days
but no time for it...
so basically...i miss uni life
been joined APIIT UCTI for almost 4years
from the first year - foundation
used to be three of us , me wan yin n jen
i met a lot of new friends in foundation
especially my BEST FREN Kenny
oso a lot of interesting frens from Group 1 and Group 2
n i've met Him Cheetah during foundation as well
during foundation i only enter the class talk to wan yin play with frens and don even know wat lecturer said
i duno wat is assignments i duno wat is tutorial
when lecturer asked us to do sumtin, always Jen who tell us wat to do
i hv to admit my English is super BAD
so much 'complicated' story happen
END of foundation life
Continue with LEVEL 1
i chosen Media Informatics n i duno whether it is good onot
i leave it to God to guide me all the way
during Level 1,
we were 1 gang with Phoebe Sarah n Sherley
i feel so lost at the beginning becoz im no longer with my best fren
but, i learn a lot from here...
v go shisha with this crazy gang n some random fren from uni
is quite fun n memorable
Continue with LEVEL 2
tis is where azalia come in
i nvr thought i will met someone lik her
since she joined, me azalia n cheetah become a group which is crazy n fun all the time
i reli reli love LEVEL 2 life sooo sooo much
v joined a lot of competition bcoz of Azalia [she is so active]
without her, me n cheetah's dream will nvr achieve
also Shozab n Afey the foreigner frens which im proud of
LEVEL 2 is just prefect for me!!!
[even tho here the end of some love story]
Continue with Level 3
im so afraid of grad...
but im enuf wit study n exams n assignmentss
level 3 is stress bcoz of FYP
everyone working hard for it
same to me...>,<
im gonna miss those time we said:
"where to have lunch later?"
"cafeteria? don wan la~"
"lunch box?too far to walk thr la"
"deli? yuk~ the food suck"
"Aliah? okok, many people leh"
"shit, v hv x hr break on x day"
"hows ur assignment?"
"xxx said class cancel on x day! YEAY"
after June, all those words will nvr repeat...
i miss my uni, my fren, my life....
but no time for it...
so basically...i miss uni life
been joined APIIT UCTI for almost 4years
from the first year - foundation
used to be three of us , me wan yin n jen
i met a lot of new friends in foundation
especially my BEST FREN Kenny
oso a lot of interesting frens from Group 1 and Group 2
n i've met Him Cheetah during foundation as well
during foundation i only enter the class talk to wan yin play with frens and don even know wat lecturer said
i duno wat is assignments i duno wat is tutorial
when lecturer asked us to do sumtin, always Jen who tell us wat to do
i hv to admit my English is super BAD
so much 'complicated' story happen
END of foundation life
Continue with LEVEL 1
i chosen Media Informatics n i duno whether it is good onot
i leave it to God to guide me all the way
during Level 1,
we were 1 gang with Phoebe Sarah n Sherley
i feel so lost at the beginning becoz im no longer with my best fren
but, i learn a lot from here...
v go shisha with this crazy gang n some random fren from uni
is quite fun n memorable
Continue with LEVEL 2
tis is where azalia come in
i nvr thought i will met someone lik her
since she joined, me azalia n cheetah become a group which is crazy n fun all the time
i reli reli love LEVEL 2 life sooo sooo much
v joined a lot of competition bcoz of Azalia [she is so active]
without her, me n cheetah's dream will nvr achieve
also Shozab n Afey the foreigner frens which im proud of
LEVEL 2 is just prefect for me!!!
[even tho here the end of some love story]
Continue with Level 3
im so afraid of grad...
but im enuf wit study n exams n assignmentss
level 3 is stress bcoz of FYP
everyone working hard for it
same to me...>,<
im gonna miss those time we said:
"where to have lunch later?"
"cafeteria? don wan la~"
"lunch box?too far to walk thr la"
"deli? yuk~ the food suck"
"Aliah? okok, many people leh"
"shit, v hv x hr break on x day"
"hows ur assignment?"
"xxx said class cancel on x day! YEAY"
after June, all those words will nvr repeat...
i miss my uni, my fren, my life....
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