2/7 Early Morning

虽然你是我的一切 也别让我感觉爱你很可悲 爱的好累真的好苦 从来听不见你一句赞美 从来听不见你一句安慰 就算我作的都白费 至少自尊让我保留一点

*你让我好累，爱得你好累

People, is Saturday!! but I hv to stay at home take care of my little nephew

he is soooo cute, too bad, cant date him

his mom n dad gona kill me if i brin him out! [is a 3mth old baby]

go back to my day

today he msg me on the fb chat, 

saying he is coming back next week....

wat a funny joke....

last week - he said i wil come back next friday

this week - he said i will come back on sunday

Now - i will come back next week

.......ok..........fine........like i care~~

[i really care]

end of the chat....

bad mood...

just now go pandan jaya fetch my sista, 3km distance spent 1hr to reach

fuck! stupid jam!

den reach home, gt ppl come my house, i am the one who serve 

and my bro sleeping

baby crying im serving customers super rush

den my aunt come...

den my mom come back tell her everything sumore treat me like maid

u go thr take tis

u play wit baby first

u go fill water for baby

walao, i need my time to blog can bo?!!!!!

shit!

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Night go Snooker with Kenny, Lou Chai and ah Siang

Seii Sky oso come awhile...he quite ok la, but not tat PRO la...

hmmmm...long time dint play d..accuracy n skill all gone la

so TERRIBLE! haihz.....i think he really teach me very well last time

wish to play wit him again ^^

TOday Lou chai quite happy n sweet

see her so sweet i oso feel like wan to hv some 'sweet'

some 'accident' happen, kind of sweet de, but..haihz...credit...TT

really happy my yi lou wiling to come Cheras area 5 me!!!

thx!!!! i know u love me geh...LOL....xD

Pang Qi Ta I ...........

1/7 Hi July

Yo~ last day working at PGRM NNO booth

quite enjoy coz ah bossie let us leave early....

last night finally sleep tight....xD

make me miss my hubby Bolster when im working..LOL

quite miss someone today...

just realize, all good boy r death...

mostly boys r all hamsap n no matter how good a hubby also will do sumtin wron outside

haihz....realistic wan us to look for a rich man not good man

anyway, goin cell group later...

enjoy every moment of SINGLE.

*I duno who is cheating me, gona b very disappointed if girl lie to a girl

recently I know nothing, but thank God I know nothing,

so I dont think....

Let my heart go to the one who will appreciate

Pang Qi Ta I Love..

30/6 Im so Drunk!

Etsuka Bloggie~ how r u?^^

Im good!!!

Last night lou chai lou dui Sky and ah John 5 of us

pigi Dolphin Minum

from 1015 to 0115 total 4Buckets

[but lou dui don wan drink, dint drink much]

Sky late so first thing when he reach

drink 1 bottle!!! xD hehehehehe

actually when he reach im oledi wing wing deii d....

lou dui oso very RED d....hohohoho

when lou dui not so OK, ah John send her back

left another 2bottles thr, so 3 of us play cards

after finished Sky send me home and both of EX with him...lol

reached home fb awhile......lay on my bed

and i can feel the beer and wing wing wing wing wing~

*First time without ur care, i think i can handle and take k myself

Pang Qi Ta I Love You!

...

sooo many things i wan to express and shout out loud!

but i couldt....

facebook used to be a media i love to share my feeling out

but since i don wan him to know...

[actually i hope he worry bout me y i dint online o sumtin]

now, BLOG is my only home....

"If i think u still love me, den im too naive"

i reli like this sentence,

im too naive

or for my brother, can define as 'stupid'

yes, i was! i am!

what to do? we cant change who to love rite?

just let the time past....

when i feel lonely always tell myself

'hey, he din break up wit me, i do hv a bf, come on, cheer up!'

when im nt feeling lonely, im wit my frens

'come on, he don loves u anymore, enjoy wit frens, hang out, chill, catch up, meet guys, y u stop for someone who don care u, don love u, o don even wan to communicate wit u at all?!'

tat's the story.

nite ppl....wedding dinner tomoro....

NOT OK

recently not so ok with him...

he treat me really cold...

only treat me good the day before exam...

wtv i wan he gives....

wherever i wan to go, he send...

but now~

after 5 papers 1 more last....

he oledi treat me like shit

xiao bai a xiao bai

don cry la....

tis morning he promise to wake me up...

but i wake up myself...

when i ask him,

he say wan let me sleep more, about to wake me d

.........

wth......of coz im a bit angry

but he talk back loud at me

really really wth

i don wan make the situation worst

so i contrl my anger nt to angry

but he shout at me back

soo funny rite?

he should b the one say sorry....

but im the one who kena scold...

HAHAHAHAHHA

y i cant get a better bf?

y?

i wish i don love him at all....

i swear, if a better guy appear in front of my eyes

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO HIM!
never!!!!!

be with him is my nightmare.....

he wasted all my love to him......

treat me like DIAMOND b4 exam o assignment,

after exam treat me like a piece of SHIT!

anyone can help me pls????

Babe

why my babe always make me angry but i still love him so much

He really super childish...

but i know he dont like me to say him like this

wat to do, this is truth...

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Pang Qi Ta, u memang so childish boy!!!

Little Tough time

Hi! people...

SO TOUCHING after reading yin's comment on previous post

thx Yin! y ur words always touched my heart?

People,

I submitted PR assignment last week and also the presentation

Today submitted SWRTV assignment,

presented our ADVT assignment also

so pissed with the group members

i planned to do wat he did to the coming assignment too

[which hv to submit on 23May]

Friday another presentation and submission again

i said im nt goin to do anything,

but is lie, i cant control myself

i will care bout it, work on it

coz is my responsibility...

Tomoro hv a gathering with kay, beh n fer

actually i feel like wan to stay at home rush for assignment

but....-,- they gona scold me for FFK thm

17May to 18May

reli a tough time for me

i heard the truth frm my fren

hurt me so badly

i tot he is different....

but, seems like....is time to calm down myself again

cry cried crying

is too much in my mind...

"Im Glad that u willing to tell ur feeling to her,

even is hurt when she tell me the truth"

"y u acting in front of me?

y u pretending lik ntg happen?"

he nvr view my blog...

he dont even care my feeling

he only care "she don fucked up our assignment"

Babe, i wont fucked up the assignment

don worry.

Once in a while

Yellow! my Bloggie... =)

Let me report my current status nerrr...

07 May, Sat

Early morning hv Pool Training from 10-12pm

den 2pm discussion for our PR assignment

5pm cheetah's friend come and picked us up

Headed KL Tower for KL Towerthon by TM.

ME Cheetah & Mar Yie's Number^^

The T-shirt of KL Towerthon NightAfter the race....4000+ steps, reli tiring but love the feeling after sweating! REFRESH!

08 May, Sun

Tonight wan yin's birthday celebration at her house! =D

hahaha...b4 tat go to haircut, bye bye to my long long hair noh!!!

new front hair, round layer....like like^^

530pm leave my house, 7pm oni sampai wan yin's house!! zapzap!!

hope wan yin like the present from me^^

i reli like the bag very much

after shopping i feel like i need to buy a lot of things TT

money~whr r u?

Wan Yin! love u! Promise to be friend forever k? 7th birthday celebrate wit u d~

21st must think maturely and b big girl o!

cannot oways rely on ppl anymore,

anything happy o unhappy

jz tel me, will always here to support u k? =)

11 May, Wed

is my classmate Mr.Shozab Abbas's Birthday!

hey man, come on, getting older d!!!

im sure u enjoy ur birthday but pls don 4get our 4 group assignments yar~

12 May, Thurs

Presentation for PR

a bad morning bcoz of Mr.Pang

after lunch at Taipei Walker prepare for presentation

overall is ok, but some technical problem at the last

reli disappointed...

last pool training d...

i think, after tmr's competition,

i might not able to see these group of friends anymore

thx for wan teng diidii coaching us all the time

kah yee and Ray need more training to play better

Nafee n Guan Sern u guys r the top player in APIIT!

13May, Fri

8 ball's pool competition

Thank God reli good luck when join Mixed double competition

we get 1st runner up at the end

others teams are lose

but everyone learnt a lot from this competition and this is a very good experience

able to meet the players from other colleges....=)

but i still tak puas with the UCSI mixed double's female!!!

i believe i can play better than her, i know it!!!

After KL Towerthon and 8 ball's pool competition

is time for assignments marathon...

coming week 2presentations and 2 submission

God Bless me

Happy Chinese New Year 2011 BABE

Happy Chinese New Year everyday!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai a!!!! >,<

my chinese new year eve

[tuan yuan fan a.k.a. family dinner]

was so so so NICE^^

my sis back here makan wit us due to some "flood" problem

Thank God this Year v hv a very very good time on CNY eve~~

>,<>

Baba, Mama, Gor, Jie, n my bro Joel~~

at night, we watch movie together

chatting, laughing, n hv a lot of joy with my family~

Sumtime, when ppl ask u to choose

actually they dont mean to let u choose

how to say?

a- is the answer u dont lik

b- is the answer u like, but other don lik it

if u choose (b) den they wil unhappy n make u unhappy too =(

so u hv no choice to choose (a) tat make other happy loh =(

whenever it comes to this situation

i will =( nia....

no choice....

haihz

Happy Chinese New Year

2011 oledi 30days

soon wil b Feb d~ TT time past reli fast

Degree level 2 sem 2 started 1week

come bac to holiday mood again

Thanks to Abang Chee Leong passing me the Vampire Diaries season 2

sooooo sooo nice.....n i love Damon so much~

my babe go bac hometown tis evening

hmmmm....gona mis him very much...

1 week is jz a veyr short period

xiao bai must guai guai don create problems a~~

i think i need more drama to spend more time on it

so i wont think so much n wont disturb my babe having family time there^^

okok, no more yok ma yok ma thingy

=)

guys, happy blessed chinese new year this year

30-01-2011 been raining for whole day