7/7 Happy Day

Drank night...
im glad tat i made a stupid cal!
LOL....now i know when i drunk i can do thing normally
but without 'memory card'
OMG~ addicted to alcohol d....^^
hehhehehe....
almost drink every week....
but like lou chai very much la~~

Today wake up headache 9 9
and start calling my fren!! =D
can say tat whole day im on the phone....
bcoz of Digi lovely free calls~
waakakaka

today go Maybank set my maybank2u
and night i start using it by buying top up card for someone
lol....xD
kawan, tak kira la~
makan makan vomit vomit
1 day jz gone like tis

*today really a different day* =)

6/7 im a bit-ch

wat an emo day...

this is the reason i always cant let u go...

im fault...

i really duno wat to do d people...

wish the time can fast forward

i don wan to think anymore....TT

oh God....

i don wan to be a realistic girl

i just wan happy and sweet life....

i don wan to be a bit-ch

grrr~~~~

i cant type ur name anymore...

i promise myself...

sorry.....sorry.....

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Night go yamcha wit Abby [lou chai], Juhan and his fren KC

feel so hard to b 'middle' people

again, drink beer 4 ppl 4 buckets

thx to guys blanja! =D

hahaha.....v play dices, chat, 'zat' each other and chilling

im so good in acting now

when i drunk wont show stupid face but =)

hehehehe....so they duno wat im thinking...

seriously 4gt wat i did last night...

im CLEAR when im doing it

but tis morning only rmb some part of it.....==llll

shit! so drunk!

reach home at 2am,

sorry mom! next time will come bac earlier...

Juhan, really long time no see

and is the first time u show tis side of u

a bit ..... hmmmm ..... but ..... as usual, guys r like tat

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5/7 Editing

Hey, is Tuesday!

sleep quite late last night

chatting wit some uncles and people...

finally he called me....waakakka....xD

no any plan today,

just to9 need to meet an uncle to learn photoshop from him

my stupid bro said "very smart ma, date a nice guy"

im like "OMG~!"

now waiting tis uncle at Old Town Sri Rampai...

he should be here after 46sec i think ==lll

End up with i teaching him an easier, faster way for photoshop

== swt

but he shows me a lot of videos/ projects he did

reli awesome, 3D reli wonderful!!!

so, reached home at 11:17pm

proud to be APIIT UCTI student^^

sometimes, things just chg without ur notice

and without any reason

cant blame anyone

just let it be...

When i know that tomoro's second plan might b cancel as well

i feel so emo...

i reli don like ppl FFK me...

especially when i reli wan to go out

n get a bad news like tis...=(

emo emo emo..........................

no matter how many frens r chatting wit me

stil........emo

since when i become so realistic?

is nt as i expected...disappointed...

im so bad, sorry...im a bad girl...

Drug found medicine....back to normal.

God, pls hold my hand and lead me to ur way...

Pang............................................................

4/7 wipe my tears

Today go hang out with my friends total 4 of us......

Thx my little angel for the lolipop!! =)

everything was fine, til i reach home.

Azalia called me about our PR assignment

so i called Cheetah and text-ed him. but he dint reply

[im so pissed! now u don care bout ur assignment?]

when i reach home

i saw the both "Burger" pic

1- someone tagged cheetah

2- leewen [cheetah's ex]

so angry!!!!!

but yet, not the most angry

den i asked someone to call me

need someone to tam me happy

den someone was outside, will call me later....

but im so 'not in mood'

so i jz 'fatt peii heii' den offline n cry

even im angry but i stil waiting someone call me to tam me happy

but.......i tell myself

"they r not ur toy, they dont hv to make u happy, dont expect they will live for u, dont use others to make urself happy, how bout other's happiness?"

bcoz of tis, i cried for sometime so badly and fall as sleep

[almost missed today's post]

when i wake up, i saw

Cheetah Egg

thanks u very much ... i miss u ~~~

i feel like wan to F U! LOL

not sweet at all...

still thinking, when i asked him call me, he don wan call back

he scare i angr at him o sumtin

but actually i just wan to tell him bout the ordering....

n end up the call wit, [u hang out wit lewis rite? no? oh ok, bye]

fine! stop thinking bout him.....

still waiting someone's call....

wish me good luck, nitez...

Pang Qi ........................................

3/7

Today is a very 'sien' day....

many of my frens keep shouting 'sien aaaaaa'

lol......

Sunday is quite sien for others

for me, the morning till afternoon is so rush so pick and so enjoy

xD

2 practices after church service....quite like it!

I just set a check list for my bf:

1- must b a christian who willing to go cell group and church wit me

2- must treat me better than him! lol....

3- can play at least 1 type of music instrument: guitar o piano o drum

Just now someone asked me, whr u like to date

hmmm...i cant think of any!

the best is not with HIM but with someone else

go japanese shop eat go the Garden for movie is the best date ever

wondering...how a date should be?

will 'banana' ask for a good bye kiss b4 go home?[like western's culture?]

so many things in my mind and OUR memory do not hv any 'date' i can rmb...

*Thank u for making me worthless in your eyes

Pang Qi Ta........................

2/7 Early Morning

虽然你是我的一切 也别让我感觉爱你很可悲 爱的好累真的好苦 从来听不见你一句赞美 从来听不见你一句安慰 就算我作的都白费 至少自尊让我保留一点

*你让我好累，爱得你好累

People, is Saturday!! but I hv to stay at home take care of my little nephew

he is soooo cute, too bad, cant date him

his mom n dad gona kill me if i brin him out! [is a 3mth old baby]

go back to my day

today he msg me on the fb chat, 

saying he is coming back next week....

wat a funny joke....

last week - he said i wil come back next friday

this week - he said i will come back on sunday

Now - i will come back next week

.......ok..........fine........like i care~~

[i really care]

end of the chat....

bad mood...

just now go pandan jaya fetch my sista, 3km distance spent 1hr to reach

fuck! stupid jam!

den reach home, gt ppl come my house, i am the one who serve 

and my bro sleeping

baby crying im serving customers super rush

den my aunt come...

den my mom come back tell her everything sumore treat me like maid

u go thr take tis

u play wit baby first

u go fill water for baby

walao, i need my time to blog can bo?!!!!!

shit!

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Night go Snooker with Kenny, Lou Chai and ah Siang

Seii Sky oso come awhile...he quite ok la, but not tat PRO la...

hmmmm...long time dint play d..accuracy n skill all gone la

so TERRIBLE! haihz.....i think he really teach me very well last time

wish to play wit him again ^^

TOday Lou chai quite happy n sweet

see her so sweet i oso feel like wan to hv some 'sweet'

some 'accident' happen, kind of sweet de, but..haihz...credit...TT

really happy my yi lou wiling to come Cheras area 5 me!!!

thx!!!! i know u love me geh...LOL....xD

Pang Qi Ta I ...........

1/7 Hi July

Yo~ last day working at PGRM NNO booth

quite enjoy coz ah bossie let us leave early....

last night finally sleep tight....xD

make me miss my hubby Bolster when im working..LOL

quite miss someone today...

just realize, all good boy r death...

mostly boys r all hamsap n no matter how good a hubby also will do sumtin wron outside

haihz....realistic wan us to look for a rich man not good man

anyway, goin cell group later...

enjoy every moment of SINGLE.

*I duno who is cheating me, gona b very disappointed if girl lie to a girl

recently I know nothing, but thank God I know nothing,

so I dont think....

Let my heart go to the one who will appreciate

Pang Qi Ta I Love..

30/6 Im so Drunk!

Etsuka Bloggie~ how r u?^^

Im good!!!

Last night lou chai lou dui Sky and ah John 5 of us

pigi Dolphin Minum

from 1015 to 0115 total 4Buckets

[but lou dui don wan drink, dint drink much]

Sky late so first thing when he reach

drink 1 bottle!!! xD hehehehehe

actually when he reach im oledi wing wing deii d....

lou dui oso very RED d....hohohoho

when lou dui not so OK, ah John send her back

left another 2bottles thr, so 3 of us play cards

after finished Sky send me home and both of EX with him...lol

reached home fb awhile......lay on my bed

and i can feel the beer and wing wing wing wing wing~

*First time without ur care, i think i can handle and take k myself

Pang Qi Ta I Love You!

...

sooo many things i wan to express and shout out loud!

but i couldt....

facebook used to be a media i love to share my feeling out

but since i don wan him to know...

[actually i hope he worry bout me y i dint online o sumtin]

now, BLOG is my only home....

"If i think u still love me, den im too naive"

i reli like this sentence,

im too naive

or for my brother, can define as 'stupid'

yes, i was! i am!

what to do? we cant change who to love rite?

just let the time past....

when i feel lonely always tell myself

'hey, he din break up wit me, i do hv a bf, come on, cheer up!'

when im nt feeling lonely, im wit my frens

'come on, he don loves u anymore, enjoy wit frens, hang out, chill, catch up, meet guys, y u stop for someone who don care u, don love u, o don even wan to communicate wit u at all?!'

tat's the story.

nite ppl....wedding dinner tomoro....

NOT OK

recently not so ok with him...

he treat me really cold...

only treat me good the day before exam...

wtv i wan he gives....

wherever i wan to go, he send...

but now~

after 5 papers 1 more last....

he oledi treat me like shit

xiao bai a xiao bai

don cry la....

tis morning he promise to wake me up...

but i wake up myself...

when i ask him,

he say wan let me sleep more, about to wake me d

.........

wth......of coz im a bit angry

but he talk back loud at me

really really wth

i don wan make the situation worst

so i contrl my anger nt to angry

but he shout at me back

soo funny rite?

he should b the one say sorry....

but im the one who kena scold...

HAHAHAHAHHA

y i cant get a better bf?

y?

i wish i don love him at all....

i swear, if a better guy appear in front of my eyes

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO HIM!
never!!!!!

be with him is my nightmare.....

he wasted all my love to him......

treat me like DIAMOND b4 exam o assignment,

after exam treat me like a piece of SHIT!

anyone can help me pls????