我们的故事终于要画下句号了
三年前
我们才刚认识
我们第一次去的地方是Timesquare
看了一部Singapore戏
去了McD吃晚餐
坐在Timesquare的椅子聊天
那天你问我“你带假睫毛？”
我说“没有啊，我不会带假睫毛”
那天九点多回家
我不知道对你来说是早还是迟
因为我根本不了解你
我第一年的生日
你前一晚特地搭LRT来找我
就为了送我第一份礼物
那天我驾姐夫的车去收礼物
礼物花了很多心思
是手表[因为你只到手表的意义很大，代表一表人才]
里面有很多纸飞机，写满了你要说的话
还有我喜欢的香水味
你都喷在我喜欢叫你带在身边的手帕上
真的很感动
可是自从我们第一次的分手
你就不一样了
两年里面
你越来越自私
想的都是你自己
你觉得我对你好是应该的
这次我们真的分手了
你却把我们分手的原因都赖在我身上
我无话可说
只希望有一天你的思想成熟时
你会知道我是真心爱你的
这次的分手，跟以前的不一样了
虽然我很不舍，可是我们没办法在一起了
还记得，你离开这里的那天
我放工后我们一起去funok吃东西
点了我们最爱的哈密瓜西米露
那天我知道有点不对劲了
可是我没说出口
你离开前，亲了我一下
我到现在没办法忘记那个吻
看你离开的背影
直到看不见你为此
我到现在没有忘记
最后一次跟你两个人看戏
在leisuremall transformer
最后一次牵着收看戏吧
那次过后，已经是不一样的感觉了
还有一年的时间
我们要做在班上做好同学，好朋友，可以吗？
因为，我还是很习惯有你在我身边
很舒服很自然的感觉
你的事，等我放下你了
再让我知道，可以吗？
不然我怕我会放不下你
你，要坚强！
下次再写你名字的时候
应该只是朋友的身份而已吧？
彭祈达，就让我最后一次真心的对你说
“我爱你，好爱你”
-THE END-
Written by: Xiao Bai Tan 11/08/2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
9/8 rise of the planet of the apes
Today is my off day
but i stil go to coll... y?
coz i need to take care of someone's care, so he can save RM3
[for the parking]
so while he having class
i drive his class send anson they all go car park
den i go mcD wit wan yin =)
so, after lunch, go back coll fetch Ivan den v go leisuremall for movie
movie : rise of the planet of the apes
[Ivan act in tat movie!!]
b4 movie v hv 30min
Ivan wan to eat Sakae so v go Sakae makan
but the RM1.90 Salmon sushi change to RM3.99 thicker salmon ==
haihz..i don reli like it la!!
den go movie, the movie is not bad
funny n touching^^
[the first movie v watch together is Penguin now monkeys]
after movie, i don feel like lepak at leisuremall
so v go PGRM mamak yamcha
[y PGRM is bcoz duno whr to go, tat's the nearest mamak i can think of]
so v hv a "serious talk" again.... ^^
get to know each other better
after mamak someone LC said today he can play pool very well
go v go pandan indah play pool again
[n i say, frm tomoro onwards, v need to save money d]
so, the first 2 games at pool centre i actually won,
but den he won another 2 games...LOL
after pool, he stil don wan to go back
so ask him come my house
help me finish my 'dinner'
but Ivan not feeling well, something wron wit his stomach
go back, he headache n not feeling well
so, tat's all for the day
sekian terima kasih ^^
but i stil go to coll... y?
coz i need to take care of someone's care, so he can save RM3
[for the parking]
so while he having class
i drive his class send anson they all go car park
den i go mcD wit wan yin =)
so, after lunch, go back coll fetch Ivan den v go leisuremall for movie
movie : rise of the planet of the apes
[Ivan act in tat movie!!]
b4 movie v hv 30min
Ivan wan to eat Sakae so v go Sakae makan
but the RM1.90 Salmon sushi change to RM3.99 thicker salmon ==
haihz..i don reli like it la!!
den go movie, the movie is not bad
funny n touching^^
[the first movie v watch together is Penguin now monkeys]
after movie, i don feel like lepak at leisuremall
so v go PGRM mamak yamcha
[y PGRM is bcoz duno whr to go, tat's the nearest mamak i can think of]
so v hv a "serious talk" again.... ^^
get to know each other better
after mamak someone LC said today he can play pool very well
go v go pandan indah play pool again
[n i say, frm tomoro onwards, v need to save money d]
so, the first 2 games at pool centre i actually won,
but den he won another 2 games...LOL
after pool, he stil don wan to go back
so ask him come my house
help me finish my 'dinner'
but Ivan not feeling well, something wron wit his stomach
go back, he headache n not feeling well
so, tat's all for the day
sekian terima kasih ^^
Monday, August 8, 2011
8/8 Good Day
today is ladies day^^
ladies talk~ haha
lunch at alisan
go POOL in 30min free time
after AUCT class is ladies talk time
recently so emotional
little thing can make me sooooo dulan
pls, don try to test my patient when im serious on sumtin
especially when i tried hard to speak english for u
so u can understand wat im thinkin
if my english is so hard to understand, den i giv up learning d!
tat's all! bye!
ladies talk~ haha
lunch at alisan
go POOL in 30min free time
after AUCT class is ladies talk time
recently so emotional
little thing can make me sooooo dulan
pls, don try to test my patient when im serious on sumtin
especially when i tried hard to speak english for u
so u can understand wat im thinkin
if my english is so hard to understand, den i giv up learning d!
tat's all! bye!
7/8 Church
Today Ivan come to church
Happy : to see u and glad tat u bac to church
i reli reli enjoy
even is in the english service
but stil enjoy the praise and worship
after tat go bac home make up later go Sungeiwang
so around 2 sumtin go fetch ah fer
bcoz the babi still sleeping so v go mamak eat n drink while wait for her
is rainin afternoon
so v sampai sungeiwang straight shop luh
finally ah fer bought her shoes....
den v go ah fer house chill for awhile
open Hamsap web...hahahhaa
den, go makan dinner dgn mak n sis ah fer
the food is awesome weii!! hehehehehe
after tat Abby come my house v talk a lot
til 11 sumtin....
reli tired but happy to share everything in our heart
she is the first fren who willing to share everything to me
i mean EVERYTHING!
feel so good but emo
duno y.....jz...emo lo....
the whole night im emo
thx for Ivan pray wit me...
den back to sleep
reli a good night....
zzzzzz......tired........
Happy : to see u and glad tat u bac to church
i reli reli enjoy
even is in the english service
but stil enjoy the praise and worship
after tat go bac home make up later go Sungeiwang
so around 2 sumtin go fetch ah fer
bcoz the babi still sleeping so v go mamak eat n drink while wait for her
is rainin afternoon
so v sampai sungeiwang straight shop luh
finally ah fer bought her shoes....
den v go ah fer house chill for awhile
open Hamsap web...hahahhaa
den, go makan dinner dgn mak n sis ah fer
the food is awesome weii!! hehehehehe
after tat Abby come my house v talk a lot
til 11 sumtin....
reli tired but happy to share everything in our heart
she is the first fren who willing to share everything to me
i mean EVERYTHING!
feel so good but emo
duno y.....jz...emo lo....
the whole night im emo
thx for Ivan pray wit me...
den back to sleep
reli a good night....
zzzzzz......tired........
6/8 Yamcha Day
wake up feel headache d...
i think i dint sleep well last nite
lan hah lan hah til 4 go find fer haru yamcha
ladies talk for 2hr at dolphin + my lunch [dinner]
get to know each other better
aftre tat go home shower n go Yeah Show
really a good show!!!
but i reli headache n need sleep
recently every night i skype til mid night
every night sleep when i extremely tired...
i think is not good for health...
i do enjoy the life like tis
but, sometime some whr in my mind
i do miss the old time...
i think i dint sleep well last nite
lan hah lan hah til 4 go find fer haru yamcha
ladies talk for 2hr at dolphin + my lunch [dinner]
get to know each other better
aftre tat go home shower n go Yeah Show
really a good show!!!
but i reli headache n need sleep
recently every night i skype til mid night
every night sleep when i extremely tired...
i think is not good for health...
i do enjoy the life like tis
but, sometime some whr in my mind
i do miss the old time...
Friday, August 5, 2011
5/8 Coll day
today class should be 1130-1230
but bcoz of the FYP briefing
v need to go coll at 1030
hmmm....early morning take LRT to coll
i think been long long time i din take LRT bus to coll
i mean, normally my fren wil fetch me frm LRT
so, when i gt into bus
a foreigner sitting next to me n he talk to me
go into Aud3, im a bit late thank God yin they r in the same briefing
after the briefing v go for the VIDRP class
tot wil discuss the assignment, which is quite fun
after the class [Mr.raj going to get marry]
twin sister hv lunch with wan yin anson n fer
no money, so Yin say her wil pay for me!
wakakakakkaaka....
the job tat can earn RM2000 no more d
TT
haihz....
but...v shouldt put money at the priority...
maybe thr's reason y the job is unavailable...
just put my faith in God
after lunch go back take a nap
den prepare for cell group
today is the second time b the song leader
thank God again, everyone enjoy!^^
today cg at my house, feel so tak biasa...==
after cg some stil stay at my house til 12am
v talk a lot n gt to know David better
after they all ciao
skype wit Ivan til 2am den both of us go slp
[quite early today]
tat's all peple!
but bcoz of the FYP briefing
v need to go coll at 1030
hmmm....early morning take LRT to coll
i think been long long time i din take LRT bus to coll
i mean, normally my fren wil fetch me frm LRT
so, when i gt into bus
a foreigner sitting next to me n he talk to me
go into Aud3, im a bit late thank God yin they r in the same briefing
after the briefing v go for the VIDRP class
tot wil discuss the assignment, which is quite fun
after the class [Mr.raj going to get marry]
twin sister hv lunch with wan yin anson n fer
no money, so Yin say her wil pay for me!
wakakakakkaaka....
the job tat can earn RM2000 no more d
TT
haihz....
but...v shouldt put money at the priority...
maybe thr's reason y the job is unavailable...
just put my faith in God
after lunch go back take a nap
den prepare for cell group
today is the second time b the song leader
thank God again, everyone enjoy!^^
today cg at my house, feel so tak biasa...==
after cg some stil stay at my house til 12am
v talk a lot n gt to know David better
after they all ciao
skype wit Ivan til 2am den both of us go slp
[quite early today]
tat's all peple!
Thursday, August 4, 2011
4/8 Thursday
today skip class again....
stil til 11 sumtin my bro called me wake me up
gt job for me, 2weeks can earn thousand!
sound interesting but work from evenin to midnight...
after breakfast start my research for FYP draft proposal
den half way cannot think back to sleep
like a pig rite?
wake up at 430 sum1 called me
n he is coming my house
so, shit lo! do light exercise den bathe
raining evening
went Sri Ptl Old Town makan
spicy food oways make ppl feel hungry fast...
after dinner work on my FYP proposal n thx for Ivan's help
den v go Air Port to fetch Azalia
miss u so much!!!! >< wish can hug u longer! hehehe...
the first thing she say bout Ivan is "leng zai"
wth ==lllll ok la, my first impression oso say "leng zai"
nvm, soon u know he is not, coz he talk a lot !!! xD wakakakaka
*****
today cheetah msg me,
officially break up?
y i cant feel anything?
the main problem is he duno wat's the problem...
at night he msg me again regarding the FYP proposal..
sumtime reli bo song coz his english is so hard to understand
*****
recently always skype til late night
but just now i drink Milk Tea so i know i will sleep late
so,
Welcome back, Ms.Nurul Azalia
BYE, Cheetah
HI, xiao bai^^
FYP draft proposal finish 80%
continue tomoro morning la....
=)
-The End-
stil til 11 sumtin my bro called me wake me up
gt job for me, 2weeks can earn thousand!
sound interesting but work from evenin to midnight...
after breakfast start my research for FYP draft proposal
den half way cannot think back to sleep
like a pig rite?
wake up at 430 sum1 called me
n he is coming my house
so, shit lo! do light exercise den bathe
raining evening
went Sri Ptl Old Town makan
spicy food oways make ppl feel hungry fast...
after dinner work on my FYP proposal n thx for Ivan's help
den v go Air Port to fetch Azalia
miss u so much!!!! >< wish can hug u longer! hehehe...
the first thing she say bout Ivan is "leng zai"
wth ==lllll ok la, my first impression oso say "leng zai"
nvm, soon u know he is not, coz he talk a lot !!! xD wakakakaka
*****
today cheetah msg me,
officially break up?
y i cant feel anything?
the main problem is he duno wat's the problem...
at night he msg me again regarding the FYP proposal..
sumtime reli bo song coz his english is so hard to understand
*****
recently always skype til late night
but just now i drink Milk Tea so i know i will sleep late
so,
Welcome back, Ms.Nurul Azalia
BYE, Cheetah
HI, xiao bai^^
FYP draft proposal finish 80%
continue tomoro morning la....
=)
-The End-
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
3/8 1st Class
Today first day of my lvl3 [officially]
reach coll quite early and thx Ivan purposely walk here to accompany me
the class is boring and i cant understand wat the lecturer talking
i miss Azalia so much
class without Azalia is not a class! i need talk!!
grr~ after class wait 2hr for the next class alone
writing blog, chatting with frens, wan to do FYP proposal
but.....duno where to start...TT
end up i skip class n hvt start my FYP proposal at all!! ><
went to car4 eat XI-Men-Ding
the food is AWESOME! thumbs up!!
den go JJ Ivan wan to buy cereal [gam feii? LOL..see how long u can last]
back home sleep like a pig
nightmare...dream tat i lost everything important to me now
n my FYP proposal submission is tmr n i hvt start...TT
stress dou~~~
wake up exercise bathe den dinner
from dinner time around 8 to 3am
been skype wit Ivan n Kenny!! ==lll
recently i sleep right after i click the button "shut down" of my laptop
and then i oso "shut down" d....
i nvr jz slp like tat b4
last time, at least take me 5min to think back wat happen n think bout wat im gonna do the next time
i think i should slp early next time...><
the end of the day...
God Bless....
reach coll quite early and thx Ivan purposely walk here to accompany me
the class is boring and i cant understand wat the lecturer talking
i miss Azalia so much
class without Azalia is not a class! i need talk!!
grr~ after class wait 2hr for the next class alone
writing blog, chatting with frens, wan to do FYP proposal
but.....duno where to start...TT
end up i skip class n hvt start my FYP proposal at all!! ><
went to car4 eat XI-Men-Ding
the food is AWESOME! thumbs up!!
den go JJ Ivan wan to buy cereal [gam feii? LOL..see how long u can last]
back home sleep like a pig
nightmare...dream tat i lost everything important to me now
n my FYP proposal submission is tmr n i hvt start...TT
stress dou~~~
wake up exercise bathe den dinner
from dinner time around 8 to 3am
been skype wit Ivan n Kenny!! ==lll
recently i sleep right after i click the button "shut down" of my laptop
and then i oso "shut down" d....
i nvr jz slp like tat b4
last time, at least take me 5min to think back wat happen n think bout wat im gonna do the next time
i think i should slp early next time...><
the end of the day...
God Bless....
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
2/8 Grace Poh's birthday
Today really very very enjoy
im gonna miss u guys very very much
especially u, Ivan! =)
today hang out with Fer Haru, KC, Abby and Mr.Ivan!
first, v go apiit kao tim the FYP title
den go Klang for BKT!!!!
Kimmy [his cousin oso joined us for lunch]
after lunch dabao [YO YO ICE]
is reli nice to eat when the weather is f*cking hot!!!
after lunch v go Ivan's house
to kacau his dogs and to kacau his room
found a lot of things in his room
wakakakkaa....[love letter?! LOL]
n v played xbox at his house
Abby a bit noob but Drum is much more fun than guitar!
after KC leave, his mom come into the room
TT so scary!!!
den after his dinner v go eat TinGai Porridge~
is so NICEY!!!!!! ><
den go POOL and dessert "HoneyMoon"
feel like wan to order everything at "HoneyMoon"
1pm-4pm 20%discount^^ i wan i wan i wan!!!!
i love mango dessert so much TT
and the durian - not bad!!! ^^
chocolate TongYuen - YUMMY~~~
after dessert go mamak eat IndoMeeGoreng!
OMG! F*cking awesome!!!
but after tat go home do 20min exercise TT
and drink green tea, hope can wash the 'oil' ler~
sorry my body, once in awhile, i wan to do sumtin i wan to do without consideration!
otw Ivan send us back,
i wish the time can stop
i scare it will be the last time
i don wan to leave i wan to stay
i don wan my old life
i wan a new life
i wan changes
i miss the past but i love present
jz wish ntg is goin to chg......
*************
Im sorry, i dont mean to hurt u at mamak
sometime, i know i can say sumtin tat can make u happy
but i jz don wan to giv u hope
try not to hurt u, hope u can b strong
************
*muacks~ night*
[Kenny Yong]
Kenny~ i wan talk to u^^ hehehehe....
lets go dessert n i tell u story!!
but i money-less d
im gonna miss u guys very very much
especially u, Ivan! =)
today hang out with Fer Haru, KC, Abby and Mr.Ivan!
first, v go apiit kao tim the FYP title
den go Klang for BKT!!!!
Kimmy [his cousin oso joined us for lunch]
after lunch dabao [YO YO ICE]
is reli nice to eat when the weather is f*cking hot!!!
after lunch v go Ivan's house
to kacau his dogs and to kacau his room
found a lot of things in his room
wakakakkaa....[love letter?! LOL]
n v played xbox at his house
Abby a bit noob but Drum is much more fun than guitar!
after KC leave, his mom come into the room
TT so scary!!!
den after his dinner v go eat TinGai Porridge~
is so NICEY!!!!!! ><
den go POOL and dessert "HoneyMoon"
feel like wan to order everything at "HoneyMoon"
1pm-4pm 20%discount^^ i wan i wan i wan!!!!
i love mango dessert so much TT
and the durian - not bad!!! ^^
chocolate TongYuen - YUMMY~~~
after dessert go mamak eat IndoMeeGoreng!
OMG! F*cking awesome!!!
but after tat go home do 20min exercise TT
and drink green tea, hope can wash the 'oil' ler~
sorry my body, once in awhile, i wan to do sumtin i wan to do without consideration!
otw Ivan send us back,
i wish the time can stop
i scare it will be the last time
i don wan to leave i wan to stay
i don wan my old life
i wan a new life
i wan changes
i miss the past but i love present
jz wish ntg is goin to chg......
*************
Im sorry, i dont mean to hurt u at mamak
sometime, i know i can say sumtin tat can make u happy
but i jz don wan to giv u hope
try not to hurt u, hope u can b strong
************
*muacks~ night*
[Kenny Yong]
Kenny~ i wan talk to u^^ hehehehe....
lets go dessert n i tell u story!!
but i money-less d
Monday, August 1, 2011
1/8 first day
Today is the first day of the mth
1 mth pass reli fast....
so much thing can change in 1 mth time
in tis 1 mth,
i become closer with Lou Caii
i fren bac wit someone i wish to fren bac for long time, Fer Haru
i gt someone's company, Ivan
and i duno y, but i feel sumtin wron between me n Kenny
i spent a lot in 1mth time
i gained weight in this 1 mth
my first time kam feii in tis mth
today, is 1st Aug,
the end of Aug gonna b a big day...
no one knows wat will happen....
may God Bless....
Today hang out wit lou cai n fer,
todya is EATING day! lou caii eat yee mee, KFC, Sup, go fer house eat sumore
reli scary...i controlled very well,
tat's y my empty stomach feel so empty...
but im not gonna eat
feel so tired....
after watching "OH SIM" at fer's house
feel so lazy to move
i wan talk to kenny but couldt call him...
hmmm....=(
tat's all for today...
sekian terima kasih
1 mth pass reli fast....
so much thing can change in 1 mth time
in tis 1 mth,
i become closer with Lou Caii
i fren bac wit someone i wish to fren bac for long time, Fer Haru
i gt someone's company, Ivan
and i duno y, but i feel sumtin wron between me n Kenny
i spent a lot in 1mth time
i gained weight in this 1 mth
my first time kam feii in tis mth
today, is 1st Aug,
the end of Aug gonna b a big day...
no one knows wat will happen....
may God Bless....
Today hang out wit lou cai n fer,
todya is EATING day! lou caii eat yee mee, KFC, Sup, go fer house eat sumore
reli scary...i controlled very well,
tat's y my empty stomach feel so empty...
but im not gonna eat
feel so tired....
after watching "OH SIM" at fer's house
feel so lazy to move
i wan talk to kenny but couldt call him...
hmmm....=(
tat's all for today...
sekian terima kasih
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