Hi, people
i've just started my holiday for....2 weeks?
spent my time with my bii go travel, i went hiking, movies, shopping, drinking
thank u all the friends around tat make my holiday so wonderful...
my working life begin next monday
another turning point in my life
enter the society
learn new stuff, new people, new environment,
no APIIT no classmates no cafeteria no aliah cafe
God bless my first career in my life...
thank u bii for making me so strong
not relying u tat much
u forced me to go with my frens more
u forced me to not get angry easily
[just because im afraid of losing u]
thank u for ur empty promises tat breaks my heart
so i can learn to be stronger
thank u for making me cry
so i learn to wipe my tears and put a smile on my face even my heart has broken
thank u for not caring me, so i can take care of myself
thank u for bein so cruel to me
thank u for the memories...i mean the good one
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Who i used to be
i used to be get jealous easily
but right now, im gonna say
"if it is urs, it always urs, if it is not, den it will nvr be, no matter how hard u hv tried."
so...let it be, questioning doest prove anything
if he meant to lie to u, den u will gt the answer u wish to know
but it is actually not the truth
even if he tell u the truth, same goes to the ending of the story
so, if it is urs, it will always b urs
as long as u have tried ur best to keep tis relationship
and effort u put in this relationship
well, i feel tat im much more mature to talk bout tis right now
thanks to I.C. i guess... =)
i grow up from where i fall and learnt from those mistakes
good luck to myself...
*one more paper*
but right now, im gonna say
"if it is urs, it always urs, if it is not, den it will nvr be, no matter how hard u hv tried."
so...let it be, questioning doest prove anything
if he meant to lie to u, den u will gt the answer u wish to know
but it is actually not the truth
even if he tell u the truth, same goes to the ending of the story
so, if it is urs, it will always b urs
as long as u have tried ur best to keep tis relationship
and effort u put in this relationship
well, i feel tat im much more mature to talk bout tis right now
thanks to I.C. i guess... =)
i grow up from where i fall and learnt from those mistakes
good luck to myself...
*one more paper*
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Suffocating
After exam, i feel like having a date
just someone who can bring me for nice food
maybe Melaka or KL
i wanna eat nice dessert, nice egg tart, nice chinese food
I've planned to go jogging every morning after my exam
make sure i gt enuf exercise that i missed for the past few months!
I will live my life on my way!
not for u, not for others,but for Myself, My Lord!
I duno how many times i have mentioned im gonna b strong
yet, im stil too weak and too naive
i wish, after i finish my degree
i can reli b a brand new me!
I me myself!
just someone who can bring me for nice food
maybe Melaka or KL
i wanna eat nice dessert, nice egg tart, nice chinese food
I've planned to go jogging every morning after my exam
make sure i gt enuf exercise that i missed for the past few months!
I will live my life on my way!
not for u, not for others,but for Myself, My Lord!
I duno how many times i have mentioned im gonna b strong
yet, im stil too weak and too naive
i wish, after i finish my degree
i can reli b a brand new me!
I me myself!
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Hi, Blog
May coming to the end...
my degree gonna finish soon...
next week is my exam....
tis friday last assignment submission
recently, i cry easily...
one of the reason bcoz im leavin university
everything i used to hv in the past 4yrs
coming to END
my frens, wat i used to do, whr i used to go
everything gonna hv a big changes soon...
also my love life,
it is so different with others
i hv to admit im hot temper, get angry easily
but, now, i HAVE to control everything
i hv to hide my feelings from him
so....life is changing...
may God bless me and lead me on HIS way...
my degree gonna finish soon...
next week is my exam....
tis friday last assignment submission
recently, i cry easily...
one of the reason bcoz im leavin university
everything i used to hv in the past 4yrs
coming to END
my frens, wat i used to do, whr i used to go
everything gonna hv a big changes soon...
also my love life,
it is so different with others
i hv to admit im hot temper, get angry easily
but, now, i HAVE to control everything
i hv to hide my feelings from him
so....life is changing...
may God bless me and lead me on HIS way...
Saturday, May 5, 2012
新的想法
原来每个人都是-个体
我们有属于自己的空间，自己的时间，自己的思想
过去，我总是想要掌控一个人的全部
我想要拥有，我觉得我自己懂得如何掌握
原来都不是，
不同的人有不同的思想
现在我在学习相信
相信一个人，让自己多一份安全感，多一点信心
这功课不容易，10年来都习惯这样的想法
现在努力学习改变
很希望这次的改变可以让这段感情变得更坚固一些
我真的很怕很怕失去
我要如何做个坚强的女生？
我们有属于自己的空间，自己的时间，自己的思想
过去，我总是想要掌控一个人的全部
我想要拥有，我觉得我自己懂得如何掌握
原来都不是，
不同的人有不同的思想
现在我在学习相信
相信一个人，让自己多一份安全感，多一点信心
这功课不容易，10年来都习惯这样的想法
现在努力学习改变
很希望这次的改变可以让这段感情变得更坚固一些
我真的很怕很怕失去
我要如何做个坚强的女生？
Friday, April 27, 2012
这样的一个人
我从没想过你会是这样一个人
原来我说的每样事情
你有去注意有在听
i care because u care
说不出的开心和惊喜
有时候我的举止
反映了你是怎样对我
你给到我安全感
我就可以给你自由
因为你的冷漠
所以我害怕
可能我很笨
打算再一次相信一个人了
因为你不一样
原来我说的每样事情
你有去注意有在听
i care because u care
说不出的开心和惊喜
有时候我的举止
反映了你是怎样对我
你给到我安全感
我就可以给你自由
因为你的冷漠
所以我害怕
可能我很笨
打算再一次相信一个人了
因为你不一样
Monday, April 23, 2012
*2012* Who would knows
2012
Today, 23.4.2012
many things could happen
who would knows i will fall so deep in love with a guy
who would knows he will dumped me with tat reason
who would knows im getting in a complicated relationship right after i broke up
who would knows i fall sick so badly which never happen to me
[usually i will fall sick once a year and it will recover within few days not weeks]
who would knows final year could be so tough yet memorable
[when rushing for fyp *stress* yet fighting hard with classmates *memorable*]
who would knows my foot get fungal infections
who would knows my foot did not recover for almost 1month and getting serious
[which i duno wat infection is tat]
who would knows anything could just happen....
who knows....
Today, 23.4.2012
many things could happen
who would knows i will fall so deep in love with a guy
who would knows he will dumped me with tat reason
who would knows im getting in a complicated relationship right after i broke up
who would knows i fall sick so badly which never happen to me
[usually i will fall sick once a year and it will recover within few days not weeks]
who would knows final year could be so tough yet memorable
[when rushing for fyp *stress* yet fighting hard with classmates *memorable*]
who would knows my foot get fungal infections
who would knows my foot did not recover for almost 1month and getting serious
[which i duno wat infection is tat]
who would knows anything could just happen....
who knows....
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Degree Life
having tis thought for few days
but no time for it...
so basically...i miss uni life
been joined APIIT UCTI for almost 4years
from the first year - foundation
used to be three of us , me wan yin n jen
i met a lot of new friends in foundation
especially my BEST FREN Kenny
oso a lot of interesting frens from Group 1 and Group 2
n i've met Him Cheetah during foundation as well
during foundation i only enter the class talk to wan yin play with frens and don even know wat lecturer said
i duno wat is assignments i duno wat is tutorial
when lecturer asked us to do sumtin, always Jen who tell us wat to do
i hv to admit my English is super BAD
so much 'complicated' story happen
END of foundation life
Continue with LEVEL 1
i chosen Media Informatics n i duno whether it is good onot
i leave it to God to guide me all the way
during Level 1,
we were 1 gang with Phoebe Sarah n Sherley
i feel so lost at the beginning becoz im no longer with my best fren
but, i learn a lot from here...
v go shisha with this crazy gang n some random fren from uni
is quite fun n memorable
Continue with LEVEL 2
tis is where azalia come in
i nvr thought i will met someone lik her
since she joined, me azalia n cheetah become a group which is crazy n fun all the time
i reli reli love LEVEL 2 life sooo sooo much
v joined a lot of competition bcoz of Azalia [she is so active]
without her, me n cheetah's dream will nvr achieve
also Shozab n Afey the foreigner frens which im proud of
LEVEL 2 is just prefect for me!!!
[even tho here the end of some love story]
Continue with Level 3
im so afraid of grad...
but im enuf wit study n exams n assignmentss
level 3 is stress bcoz of FYP
everyone working hard for it
same to me...>,<
im gonna miss those time we said:
"where to have lunch later?"
"cafeteria? don wan la~"
"lunch box?too far to walk thr la"
"deli? yuk~ the food suck"
"Aliah? okok, many people leh"
"shit, v hv x hr break on x day"
"hows ur assignment?"
"xxx said class cancel on x day! YEAY"
after June, all those words will nvr repeat...
i miss my uni, my fren, my life....
but no time for it...
so basically...i miss uni life
been joined APIIT UCTI for almost 4years
from the first year - foundation
used to be three of us , me wan yin n jen
i met a lot of new friends in foundation
especially my BEST FREN Kenny
oso a lot of interesting frens from Group 1 and Group 2
n i've met Him Cheetah during foundation as well
during foundation i only enter the class talk to wan yin play with frens and don even know wat lecturer said
i duno wat is assignments i duno wat is tutorial
when lecturer asked us to do sumtin, always Jen who tell us wat to do
i hv to admit my English is super BAD
so much 'complicated' story happen
END of foundation life
Continue with LEVEL 1
i chosen Media Informatics n i duno whether it is good onot
i leave it to God to guide me all the way
during Level 1,
we were 1 gang with Phoebe Sarah n Sherley
i feel so lost at the beginning becoz im no longer with my best fren
but, i learn a lot from here...
v go shisha with this crazy gang n some random fren from uni
is quite fun n memorable
Continue with LEVEL 2
tis is where azalia come in
i nvr thought i will met someone lik her
since she joined, me azalia n cheetah become a group which is crazy n fun all the time
i reli reli love LEVEL 2 life sooo sooo much
v joined a lot of competition bcoz of Azalia [she is so active]
without her, me n cheetah's dream will nvr achieve
also Shozab n Afey the foreigner frens which im proud of
LEVEL 2 is just prefect for me!!!
[even tho here the end of some love story]
Continue with Level 3
im so afraid of grad...
but im enuf wit study n exams n assignmentss
level 3 is stress bcoz of FYP
everyone working hard for it
same to me...>,<
im gonna miss those time we said:
"where to have lunch later?"
"cafeteria? don wan la~"
"lunch box?too far to walk thr la"
"deli? yuk~ the food suck"
"Aliah? okok, many people leh"
"shit, v hv x hr break on x day"
"hows ur assignment?"
"xxx said class cancel on x day! YEAY"
after June, all those words will nvr repeat...
i miss my uni, my fren, my life....
Friday, April 13, 2012
Post - Grad
As im goin to graduate
plenty of works i need to complete in order to grad
so, this is y FYP comes in
people started it since last year
in my case
i just met my adviser few hours ago
n he told me i just have to change my literature review
which is the hardest part for me
OMG! submission date is 25.4.12
i hv another 12 more days ni....
everything he said just brin me down
(even he helped me a lot to understand wat im doing right now)
is not about time,
but about the topic i have chosen brin me to hell
no more entertainment no more life no more social
gonna F*ck my FYP nicely now.....
FYP, i love u and F*ck u!!!!
plenty of works i need to complete in order to grad
so, this is y FYP comes in
people started it since last year
in my case
i just met my adviser few hours ago
n he told me i just have to change my literature review
which is the hardest part for me
OMG! submission date is 25.4.12
i hv another 12 more days ni....
everything he said just brin me down
(even he helped me a lot to understand wat im doing right now)
is not about time,
but about the topic i have chosen brin me to hell
no more entertainment no more life no more social
gonna F*ck my FYP nicely now.....
FYP, i love u and F*ck u!!!!
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