好男人

今天是全年最好的一天
四年一次的2月29
虽然没什么特别
可是，我却经历了很难忘的一天

凌晨3点，突然发烧
很辛苦，很不舒服
发冷，喉咙很痛
心想“我终于生病了”

早上的可没有去
中午，这个男的在我去学校
因为他也很累，没有去做工

这个男的
会缝手工给我
会煲粥给我吃
会特地载我
somehow he reminds me of IC
maybe bcoz they stay at the same house
they r best fren
but....i can feel secure and comfortable when im with him
i duno y, but i trust him...
i know he might not be as good as v think...
but...he is nt as bad as they said i think...

maybe they both are almost the same
reli reli good to me
i feel like same thing will repeat again...
i hate tis feeling
i tried not to mention IC in front of him
but, the way they talk the way they act is the same!

grrrrr......wish i can find someone out of tis gang pls...
but he is reli reli nice guy....
might nt b tgt, but, can b reli close fren
maybe like me n gemini used to be?

I love my life

previously, i wast so active on blog
coz i finally broke up with I.C.
was having a Bad period of time
but, now i get through tis oledi
actually was't so bad...
shouldt b sad bcoz of tis idiot

some good news are
after broke up a lot of people cares about me
[except my family]
n my admires are....LOL...xD
make me so damn happy
i wast lonely anymore
frenssss r around....

created so much NEWS recently
reli happy....n hang out with frenssss almost everyday~
hahaha....is so much fun...
i guess i wouldt hv tis much fun if im stil with I.C.
LOL....

thank u for everything God
i know i dint spend much time wit u recently
but, u always in my heart...
sorry for wat i've done....
I SWEAR THR WIL B AN END

sekian terima kasih

Wonderful Valentines

Thank God, i celebrated Valentines 2012

even though my bf jz broke up wit me 2 weeks b4 valentines
but, i hv frens who celebrated with me tis yr
which make tis yr valentine so meaningful...

first of all
is the roses i received frm a fren first time meeting him
v went for steak n he bought me roses....
hahaha...tats my first valentine gift of the yr
[even though he don mean to buy me as valentines gift]
LOL

secondly
i've made some stars to ppl i care n as present as well
1- Loh, his bday is on 16Feb, so i made 100 stars for him as valentines+bday present
2- Abby, my best fren~ to appreciate tis fren
3- Cheetah, my ex, someone who reli closed to me n know me well
4- Azalia, my best fren in coll, best classmate, to appreciate how much she cared bout me
5- Kenny, my BFF!! he is the most special fren i ever had...
6- Fer, thank u for accompany me all tis while...

thirdly
is the jelly i made, peach n lychee flavors...
oni Banker frens n cheetah azalia tried it...lol
coz kind of failed product...hahaha

den,
is my first cooking for a fren
the lucky guy -KENNY YONG-
rice, sausage, vege n egg
very simple cook, which done within one hour
so far, the comments are positive
hahahaha....
i guess i pass my cooking skill....hehehe

tat's all how i celebrated my valentines 2012
best ever....even without a lover...
i think, with a lover u wil nvr enjoy tis much
coz u don expect anything n u can enjoy to max

thanks for the paper rose~Yi lou^^ hehehe...

ps: to yin, tis yr no present sorry a...wil ganti balik on ur bday gift, i promise..
hehehehe....
sekian terima kasih

Joke about valentine

****
this come a cross my mind when people start asking me

Valentine's day
Couple: u can only celebrate with ur bf/gf
Single: u hv to choose who to celebrate wit, coz everyone start taking tis opportunity to date u
Conclusion: is better to b in a relationship, so u don hv to think who to celebrate with..
ahahahahahah...xD
****

Officially back to coll life

things doest goes well in February
he broke up with me on the 2nd of Feb
best part is, Saturday saw him at Genting
the awkward moment make me suffer

come bac frm Genting
v had OUR LAST DAY
which is Monday 6th Feb
i will never forget he said "XXX love u"
it means a lot to me

i guess i know the reason y v break up...
since the story ended...
i should settle down everything
calm down my mood
tell myself "Welcome back to Coll life"

during tis holiday,
i hv been spending most of the time with the group of working people
topic they discuss, the way they talk, everything bout the society
i learn so much things frm them

now, im back to coll, with my classmates
with ppl i used to spend my time wit
wit the students who jz like me
bac to the old me

i hv to admit i love the time spending wit that gang
but, truth is, im a student, i don belongs to thm
nvm, i will get bac my own life....
is like a puppy walked into wolfs group
now going bac to my own type....
hmmmmm....the feeling is sumtin lik tis....
my mood stil with the wolfs.....


i can b strong...i can b tough....
TIME can heal my wound....i will b ok after sometimes.... =)
cheer

Bye Jan, Hi Feb

January 2012
reli a bad n insecure month of the year
hopefully February will be a better month

none of the day in Jan i can sleep well without tears
because of u
u bring me too much happiness 1mth ago
and after tat leave me thr alone

thank God, i still manage to survive until now
and glad tat i met some of thm who can reli cheer me up
January had teach me a lot
Now, WELCOME feb,
hopefully will be a better month

Next 3months gonna b really really busy
5 assignments 5 exams and 1 FYP
hv to stop being so emotional and so on
wish i can put all my heart on my study
for my last sem! ^^

Good luck!

我爱的是谁啊

昨天晚上跟你朋友谈起你
感觉可以爱你真的很幸福
还对着你朋友晒命
真真的虽然好像不是这样
可是可以大声对你朋友说我很爱这个男人
自己就觉得很幸福

早上看见你
却是那么没有安全感
对这个人很陌生
连说话都怕会让你不开心
很舍不得你，却不能把你留下

好不容易熬过了一天
打了个电话给你朋友
又谈起你，朋友说了很多鼓励的话
很有信心，觉得这样爱你就对了
幸福的感觉又回来了

五点半
打了电话给你，你没有接
六点半
又打给你，你说忙，等下打给我
七点半了
没有你的电话

你说今晚去朋友家
你没叫我，我不好意思跟
打给你朋友，他问我有一起吗你们现在去吃
我说没有，没关系

如果不是你朋友告诉我
我也不知道你们去云顶
你没问我，你是不希望跟我去吗？
还是你觉得我会跟你们去所以没有问我先？

对，我们需要新的方式
可是你有没有发现
你都没有关心过我了
我吃了吗？还有不舒服吗？跟谁出去阿？今晚做什么啊？
对！我长大了，会照顾自己
可是简单的问候，你做不到吗？

你可能很烦，我明白，我也不会添加你的烦恼
可是，请你明白我的需要
我很脆弱！我很努力配合你了
不要让我觉得我是一个人白白付出可以吗？

这段感情

谈了两天
最后的结论
是在这一段时间
我们用新的相处方式
如果还是很不开心才分开
可是不会再抱那么大的希望了

不管怎样，我们之间还是有一个问题的存在
现在我不想去想
只要还能跟你在一起就好了

你曾经答应过的
以前的那个男朋友
已经不一样了
虽然我很心痛，很怀念以前的你
可是，我不会放弃现在的我们

知道你或许很烦
可能真的不适合在一起
可是我尽量去配合
因为我很看重这段感情
其他的都不重要

还有12天
就会是我们一起两个月了
这段感情还有多久我不知道
我会珍惜每一天可以跟你一起的时间
用我们新的方式继续跟我爱的你在一起

心里话

最近心情反复不定
为感情烦了几个星期
学会了几样东西

-没有一个人是生来哄你开心，他也是人，也有情绪，他也会有脆弱的时候
-不要把他疼你当作理所当然，没有人会不断为你付出
-每个人有自己的生活，即使你们在一起，自己的空间是需要的
-你不能原谅他的错，那你做错的时候，他是不是也原谅你了呢？
-如果在一起不开心，就分开，不用一直跟朋友投诉，没什么值得骄傲的
-在朋友面前，总要留点面子
-过去了的事，就不要一直挂在嘴边，可以改变的是未来
-不要总是把问题放大，想想五年后，这个问题还重要吗？真的重要吗？
-有些人面对的问题比你严重，却比你坚强，为了一点点感情事，吵吵闹闹，值得吗？
-爱情只是人生一部分，不是全部

明白这些话过后，
应该就是人生又在长大一步的时候
小白，你大个女了

[我单身也可以很坚强]

大年初一

HAPPY CNY everyone~
CHO 1
Today went uncle's house for lunch
tis time oni 4 of us from my family
my sis n younger bro nt around
but at least i can feel CNY mood
was wearing a red polo tee
feel so CNY! hahaha...xD

after lunch go my dad's factory walk walk
go home take a nap
after dinner maybe go another uncle's house sit sit
last yr oni my parents go visit uncles
but tis yr, i feel lik wanna b good girl
spend more time with family
i talked to parents more tis yr =)

tomoro maybe go fren's house....maybe play cards...
hopefully i can spend tis CNY well
================================
he text-ed me....he called me.....
so happy~~~ hahahahahaha....
thanks to my adviser KENNY YONG again!
also thank u for accompany me all the time! =D

phone no credit soon...
chinese new year phone no credit like not so good ==
later maybe go supermarket with parents, TOP UP TOP UP