Just now saw a girl talking to her bf
raining nia, she kept shout " yeee~~ rainin lar~~~ yeee~~~"
im behind her thinking: B*tch, know rainin den walk faster la, sumore so "deh"~ hou wat dat la!!! #@%#(^#(
den her bf's car is opposite, she oso shout " har~~~ y thr?!! tired la~~~ [cross a road nia]"
im thinking: walao,cross a road oso far?do u shout lik tat to ur frens o family too?!
then im thinking myself....
last last last time...
i don "deh" my boy...
im trying to act strong in front of my boy coz i don wan he look down at me
o i don rely on my boy much....
den 1 time, i kena scold jz bcoz i duno "deh" boy
he said " y u nvr "deh" ppl?! u nvr rely on me, u don act lik a normal girl fren lo!!!"
im silent n think : ya,i should act weak so the boy feel he can protect the girl
but recently, another boy told me tat
"i beh tahan girl si beh "deh" ppl, she can do it y act like cant do it?!"
den i was thinking again : oh,ya ho, y girls so "deh"? nowadays girl should be independent
NOW
i duno wat to do
n i duno wat's the real me
am i really weak
o i can actually be strong
sumtime i need a shoulder for me
sumtime i like to be brave when im alone
wat's my real characteristic?
should i find a strong man to protect me
o a guy tat SO INDEPENDENT....
no idea...
in conclusion,
if a guy loves me, he loves everything little thing bout me
if he expect me to chg o do things for him, den he loves himself more
1st things 1st.
ReplyDeletePLEASE do make sure you know the right time to do it.
Like the raining thingy, the girl should just go ahead and cross la wtf. Like this also wan to "deh"? If the guy's me early also slap 9 her until duno bengkak masuk hospital 1 week liao lo!
Also, know when to be weak! That's the most important part, girl's nature. Overuse it will end up like the raining thingy. Just be strong at times, be bossy! Trust me, I'm a guy, and guy will drool more when you're bossy.. ONLY applicable at the right time! =)
Obviously, if someone really loves you, then they really do love you of what you are of what they know you. Once you change, their hearts changes as well. Do keep in mind!
-God bless-