Suffer night of pain

16/09/2010

went to Tmn Pertanian with my church member
we hv Amazing grace over there had a lot of FUN
but i fall down from bicycle and scratched my hands
seriously not reli pain on that moment
but after the game, we go bac to rest n hv our domino pizza lunch
a sis help me to clean the wound by DETOL!!
OMG~!!! is killing me....even my tears come out....T,T

18/09/2010

something reli bad happen this night.....TT

00:44am
my left hand is really really super duper pain
im not mean the scratches...
but something like "chau gan" [抽痉]
omg~ im so tired...but the hand is tooo PAINFUL!!
finally im in sleep again
04:10am
wake up from my dream
first thing run into my hand is...
"left hand is cacat"
so damn PAIN....no matter wat i do, stil the same
i tried to hypnotize myself...
but i failed...
04:30am
cannot tahan, i tell my mom bout it
[my mom n dad preparing to go Penang]
but they cant do anything...
ask me to take a panadol...

i just realize
sometime, when u really need someone be there
there will be no body can help u
[other than God]
im not blaming anyone,
im just telling the fact...
thanks God i able to get bac to sleep at 5am
with both of hands r serious very very pain

i cant imagine how suffering it is...
is a nightmare for me...
and i found out....the fact!