an EMO post on my 2011

Hey, babe~
is still 20/01/2011
these three days im not reli happy
since he decided to go Penang,
none of these night im happy
at first, i hope he dont go, don leave me here
but i know i cant b so selfish,
he should hv his freedom to go hv fun wit his fren
[FINE! just don care bout his financial, since he decided, tat's his problem, don care]
secondly, i hope he wil b bac at thurs night,
atleast i can c him b4 12am
i know im childish, im too naif...
=) wat to do....tis is ME

but wat he wan from me?
b big jie jie, b mature, understand his feeling
watever happen to me, settle it myself,
not feeling well jz go rest, he cant cure me
sad don let him know, he duno how to make me happy
angry don find him, he can make u much much much more angrier...
how funny is tis guy?

people don blame him
he is GOOD, very GOOD
he wan me to b independence
is for my own good
i know i know....i know it very very well
but sorry, my tears need to fall to make me strong as u wan me to be

im nt posting here to say how bad is my life
my life is GOOD
i go skating wit frens, i go sushi wit frens,
i met old frens, i watch movies wit family,
i can talk to my family members everyday
my family all healthy
my frens all care bout me
im pretty enuf to make new frens
i appreciate tat
=) seriously

i jz wan to express my feeling here
n for people who care o concern bout me
they will know how i am recently
buddies, thanks for ur concern
=)
i know u r reading,
but i know "he" is not....

..........
i reli duno wat to say
am i reli so hot temper?
o u reli too over?
i hv no idea
LET IT BE....

1 day, it will pay bac....to u n me....