a letter from someone

As i promised, i will write u a letter everyday for a very long long time. So to start my letter which i will write for you, i will firstly say that i am truly grateful of what you have done or how you have treated me throughout the entire time ever since we met. I wish i can tell you how i feel but i cant. Maybe not now. Maybe at the right time.

I will respect you. I will respect you even if you decide to leave me. The promise i will make to you is that i will never leave you and you will always be someone to me. The only fear i have is to see you get hurt again. I still remember when you were posting emo statuses on your wall and i wanted nothing more than to talk to you and to comfort you. I guess i just didnt have that much of confidence at that time. But now, looking at where we are, i can tell you honestly that i have actually cared about you even before we started talking.

Maybe its something about you that caught my attention. Maybe its that pretty face i see when you smile. Maybe thats why i hate seeing you being sad; it doesnt make you look pretty anymore. If its okay, i would like to keep you as pretty as always and pretty for you you are inside. I dont care of what you are on the outside. You may complain that you have gained weight or have gotten fatter, i do not care because deep down in me, i know that you are a person who is brave. Someone who can stand up for what she believes in for herself.

Therefore, my promise to you: i will still be there for you when you need me. I understand what do you mean of "you are not sure what will happen when college reopens" but i just hope you know what you are doing and i dont want to see you get used. I just hope everything will be the same as before. But then again, if ever you and him patch things up together, it would be fair to let me know. This way, at least i will know my limits from then on. It will be hurting me to know but at least it is better that i know rather than not knowing bout it. I will never lie to you, and i hope you will never lie too.

My days without you can be compared to a day without a sunshine. My days with you seems to make the world a better place. Seems to feel like im in another world. Somewhere which makes me feel belonging to.

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I will not ask you anything that will make you feel uncomfortable again. It would be better if i were to be just patient. Being yourself is very much imporant. This i agree. Who wants to pretend? What good does pretending bring us? I will just end up falling in love with someone i barely know. Someone that i thought is who that person is.

You have your rights to reply me or not. But it will lighten up my heart just seeing a reply from "Xiao Bai". As i end this letter, i have a few request from you. In case you did not manage to catch the point of this "letter", i will list it up in point form :)

1. Be yourself
2. Dont be afraid of telling me the truth

I will end my letter here as i will be patiently waiting for your reply.

How did we end up being like this?
Was it mere luck?
Or was it just fate?

I miss you so much and i wish i was there by your side now because i would probably give you one BIG hug!

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ps:ihopeyoureplyinenglish:)